Let Us Hope Right Now

This morning I set off on a pilgrimage to job hunt and after walking and visiting many stores on the other side of town, I walked into a store and the door to Heaven opened and the Angels sung as I approached the woman behind the counter and greeted then asked the question, "are you hiring?" And she jumped at the task to tell me she was and for part time! Thus this patron of some kinda saint began to tell me about the application only available online and to call her when I was done.

Thus I did as I was told like Moses told the Jews about the Ten Commandments.

The answer I recieved was something about her giving me a call in a week, the end of this week/two weeks (?)

Thus not I forget, I have a lot of applications floating around for seasonal for the holidays people.

However.....................

I have a ticket to go see Dir en grey but I felt like me actually getting there was hopeless and I so stupidly spent the money I was saving to go. But at that expense I got Slipknot's new cd and Girugamesh's first release here. Squee for them. So admist this faith and hope that I am making fun of, I don't think I will be able to see them Nov.14. That sucks but at least I got to see them once in my life right? Right.

I'm dying on the inside if you can't tell.

and I meant that too. ^_^

see the emoticons confused you and you don't know if I'm serious anymore.

WTF MAN?!

I like my gazeRock is not Dead boys so I ordered a live dvd from their 06-07 tour in August but have not got it now I just recieved an email telling me that it was backordered. FUCKERS! I need my daily dose of Aoiness and Uruhagasms or else these people will suffer a horrible and hardcore yaoi fanfic written at my hands and Reita will be killed in this fic and Ruki will leave the gazette to become....dare I say it......A RAPPER!!! And Kai...well Kai will just be there. Wait a minute there is a fanfic like that! And I did write it and I still didn't get the dvd.

I stole this....

I got this from Nabgeta's site, and dispite how close he lives to me, I haven't seen him in months, and he stole this from someone else so here.

HUMAN/CREATOR

-What's your full name?
A.A.M

-What's your nickname?
Kyou, Kyou-chan, Ari-chan

-When's your birthday?
08/06/1988

-What's your favorite color?
green

-What do you hate most?
i hate too many things *imitates Sasuke fr/ Naruto* and there is someone I have sworn to kill ^^

-What do you love most?
uhhhh *heads explode*

-What are your favorite creatures?
tigers

-Do you watch cartoons?
yes both american and japanese

-What's the dumbest thing you've ever done?
umm I'm not sure

-Wow, you're pretty stupid...
my sister tells me that i should be a blonde

-Which one of your characters do you like most?
Teisek & Satsuki

-Which one would you trash?
Uruha

-What would you do if someone stole your work?
can the person who stole my work pronounce the character's name first?

-What are your views on online dating?
well I do sexually harrass this one person...

-What kind of people do you like?
people like me

-Would you still be nice to a boring deviant or otakuian?
ahhh sure

-What would you do if someone flamed you?
scream cause I'm on fire

NOW FOR YOUR CHARACTER:

-Hi
guten tag

- 0____o What's your name?
Gigen Akanairh

-How old are you?
I was 17 when the story started and 20 when it ended

-What species are you?
human

-Are you male or female?
female of course

-If you had to chose just one place to live for the rest of your life, where would it be?
anywhere but here

-how creative do you think your human/creator is?
every single second of the day that person is thinking of something and its mostly yaoi.

-Could you describe your personality to us?
i could.....

-Hmm...Interesting...tell me your life story, if you don't mind.
read what my author wrote in her purple notebook

-*snore*
........

-If there was any other character here on TheO that you would do *wink wink* who would it be?
I have too many characters....

-Are you planning on getting re-designed anytime soon?
maybe.....

-Good or Evil?
EVIL (well Gigen is good though)

-ok so this quiz about your highness is over, any last words?
I love that song but cd player is making the re-recorded version skip like hell grr you cd player grr you

I Scream into the Night for You

Yesterday I took a day trip to Rhode Island with my mother and sister, we had many lucky mistakes. Providence looks a lot like New York and when we were leaving, I saw a girl who had a L plushie, I wanted to yell out to her but I didn't. I wished I had though. I was really tired when I got home.

I feel like a friend has started to dislike me so I left this person alone, then I hear that this person wanted to know something but.....
I realize that I'm not the nicest person in the world and I should stop making ppl deal with me and I have. for some reason, I felt really happy when I had this conversation with someone, here read:
real conversation I had on my IM.

strange ne? no not really.

I was reading an interview about the guitarist of a band I like in which I'm still waiting to recieve the damn dvd and the guy seemed so lonely, how sad. I used to look at the guy and feel itimidated cause he looked so angry and serious and now I just pity him. yeah this guy here. he unprovokedly said that he wasn't gay, okay...........??

as you can see, there's no reason for my post. at all,

mata ai masho

Rentrer en rien

Hey there. I have a myotaku but everyone seems to have abandoned theirs. I didn't though so it's still up, I have more than 80 pages of quizzes on that so there's no way I'm going to get rid of it. It's 12:41 as I write this. My background is Satsuki (vocals) of Rentrer en Soi,a great band that I feel like don't get half the respect they deserve but I am a loyal fan.

music: "In the End" Linkin Park

my brother is playing KHII and is playing random music

gemu: Final Fantasy XII

I am so damn close to beating that game!!!

well this is all. mata ai masho.

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