Yesterday I took a day trip to Rhode Island with my mother and sister, we had many lucky mistakes. Providence looks a lot like New York and when we were leaving, I saw a girl who had a L plushie, I wanted to yell out to her but I didn't. I wished I had though. I was really tired when I got home.
I feel like a friend has started to dislike me so I left this person alone, then I hear that this person wanted to know something but.....
I realize that I'm not the nicest person in the world and I should stop making ppl deal with me and I have. for some reason, I felt really happy when I had this conversation with someone, here read:
real conversation I had on my IM.
strange ne? no not really.
I was reading an interview about the guitarist of a band I like in which I'm still waiting to recieve the damn dvd and the guy seemed so lonely, how sad. I used to look at the guy and feel itimidated cause he looked so angry and serious and now I just pity him. yeah this guy here. he unprovokedly said that he wasn't gay, okay...........??
as you can see, there's no reason for my post. at all,
mata ai masho
