Hello, my name is Rima Toya. I am one of the youngest Night Class students and I work as a model alongside Senri Shiki. I am 170 cm, or 5'7 - quite tall. I am usually almost always with Shiki, as I care deeply for him and have a personality similar to his. As a Level B vampire, I possess electricity related abilities.
I cried myself to sleep last night.
My sister and I got in a fight.
Mom and Dad were mad,
They didn't care that I was sad.
Dad saw me for the first time in weeks, all he did was scream at me.
Mom turned away, too busy to talk; acting like she couldn't see.
She couldn't see the pain and agony in my eyes,
And to my friends, about my home life I just tell them lies.
I think of how I want to die,
But it only makes me cry.
I'm not giving up on praying,
But as for now, I can see the pain is staying.
Je ne peux pas attendre jusqu' au 20 juillet, quand Chevalier de Vampire sort sur DVD dans l'anglais ! Espérer que l'adouber est bon !
Je sais que Mela Lee joue Yuuki et le gars qui fait Tamaki d'Ouran/Ed d'Alchimiste Métallique Plein joue Zéro. (S'imaginer que) !
Et quelque autre gars fait Kaname. A ne pas savoir a dit d'aucunes autres informations actuellement. Je devine devra j'acheter juste le DVD pour voir, hmm ?
Haha. XD
Is it wrong to have a boyfriend you have known for four years who is really good to you, but have a crush on a guy who lives across the sea from you??
-.- I'm so screwed, as always.
Charlie
I live my life in sadness,
Nothing's going good.
My home is nothing but madness.
Nothing goes the way it should.
My once clean wrists,
Now filled with scars.
I'm starting to believe happiness doesn't excist,
no many how much times I wish upon the stars.
Waiting for the day someone will come along,
Maybe there's someone to love out there.
I feel I have no where I belong,
It is hard to bare.
A bit ago, he came.
It went good for a while.
But I found it was a game,
I once again lost my smile.
She had dark hair and green eyes,
I watched them kiss.
I knew from that point everything was lies,
I didn't know how to end this.
I would ask him a few times about it,
He would get angry and turn things on me.
That earned my wrist another slit.
I'm sure she was filled with glee.
On my birthday, he broke up with me,
Maybe it was a blessing.
But what I wanted for my birthday,
Was just his confessing . . .
- My Best Friend . . . In the dark -
Why do I get critizized?
You can't see the world in my eyes.
You despise me because I am different.-
I don't hide myself and lie.
You used to be my friend,
I became different, now you like me no more,
because I am not another Abercrombie and Fitch whore.
You can't see it,
You can't be it.
You're running towards something that isn't in your reach;
Maybe me leaving was a lesson to teach.
You hid me. Called me your best friend . . . in the dark.
But to them, - I was a loser to you.
Funny thing is, I have more friends than you do -
Because I was strong enough to stop crying about how you hid me; ashamed of being my friend.
I love you,
even though you use me,
My best friend . . . In the dark.
Ok. Let me explain.
This is about a girl whom is - I mean, WAS really close to me. In middle school, when I was "Popular", we were best friends. But, now, I am a scene kid, and I show who I really am because I woke up and realized that the girls I was spending all this time with only liked me because I was "pretty" like them.
Sad thing is, I love my best friend in the dark - whose name I will not reveal. And I am going to go swimming with her tomorrow. I cannot escape her, even though I know she really feels she has to hide being my friend. She tells me all the time she loves me and junk like any other best friend. But I know deep down . . . . She rather be popular than stand by my side.
I'm just dumb enough to continue letting her hide me, letting her use me for some entertainment. Then she will turn around and say I am such a loser and whatnot. I share some awesome memories with this girl. So, why, can she not just be my friend and accept that she likes me still?
