Hello all~
Salem is gonna try to come back to TheOtaku!
This world will be a bit of a journal of sorts.
- Created By MagikSalem
Help...
So, I've been driving my scooter around to get errands done.
And... Some guy started talking to me...
I don't like people talking to me In real life... It freaks me out.
He's asked me if I had a boyfriend, as I am I don't want nor need one (I told him I don't need one)
I'm afraid to tell him outright that I don't want him talking to me, cause experience tells me he will get verbally abusive and probably violent.
I'm thinking I should start carrying a knife with me...
I'm not even sure if its Social anxiety anymore... Maybe I am just out right paranoid.
He really hasn't done anything bad, but when he starts talking to me my stomach tenses up so much I feel like throwing up. I just wanna run away, but that also can result in an attack... My mind always shows me the worst case, in a way that's a good thing.
Makes it hard to function around people though, If someone is behind me in a store for too long I start thinking they are going to attack me and I get on edge and I make myself sick like that...
Sure, sometimes I can be witty and quick with the sarcasm. That's usually when I am with someone I know.
Sometimes I wish people didn't see me. It would be so much better if I was ignored by everyone outside. I wouldn't freak out so often.... (I would still freak out at noises though...)
I think something is very wrong with me.
That's all kiddies
Love Salem
Dear Brain,
I HATE YOU SO MUCH!
Y U Do this!?
I want to work on Life of the Contract, You think about Runes of Karna.
I want to work on Runes of Karna, You think of Life of the contract!
WHAT THE EFF IS WRONG WITH YOU!?
Get with the program! Jeez...
Please stay on task, we just have to get a lot of pages done on one and then we can work on the other.
With love
Salem
Oh no...
Salem is a bit worried.... Working on comic, and~
How it was before is funnier, but my new plans aren't as entertaining, but the story moves along better....
Jessica's sassy-ness is more forward in the old one, but the new one focuses on other traits of her personality....
I am torn. I like the old one. But I put more thought an effort in the new one....
RAWR!
Maybe I can somehow mash them?
I dunno, I'm probably going to just stick to the new one... try to make it more entertaining as I go along.
THATS ALL KIDDIES!
Salem loves BioShock!
Why?
WHA BAM!
I've always loved prohibition era music, and Bioshock uses it AMAZINGLY!
They even use Annette Hanshaw's "daddy won't you please come home" and Ruth Ettings "Ten cents a dance"
I also love it for the amazing stories, deep morals, and the little sisters.
AND! I've watched a bit of a playthrough of the new one...
SALEM WANTS SO BAD!
I was singing along to at least three songs they play in the beginning.
The version of "Will the circle be unbroken" was so~ Pretty~
AND NOT ONE OF THE PEOPLE DOING THE PLAYTHROUGHS KNEW WHAT THAT SONG WAS!!!
How guys?
"Will the circle be unbroken, by and by lord, by and by. there's a better, home awaiting, in the sky lord in the sky"
Gotta admit once I saw what was going on in game I knew the meaning in that song was so friggan twisted....
That's all kiddies
BYE!
