Alexa (not my real name). Journalism student. Philippines. Turning 18 sooner than you think.

Introverted. Enthusiastic. Easily amused. In love with fictional characters and British actors old enough to be her father. Drawing is my passion but I'm too lazy to improve myself. Number of times I embarrassed myself in public: I lost count. ♥ I have so many feels that I can't even WOOPS MY TUMBLR IS SHOWING

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I need to make a graduation speech.

GRADUATION IS SOOOO NEXT WEEK. Q___________Q

And... I'm the valedictorian. AND I NEED TO MAKE MY GRADUATION SPEECH. D8

I broke down in tears two days ago while trying to make one (mom gave me guidelines that she found online and even a speech as an example by a valedictorian in some school somewhere lol) because I felt it was such huuuuuge pressure already. ORZ;

I really wish I was just the salutatorian. 8D

It's reaaaally pressuring, this valedictorian thingy. =3=; People will expect great things from you and such and such. I only want to become an artist or a photographer. Really, I don't have big plans, sooo~ Usually you expect valedictorians to be BIIIIG in the future, like a CEO or entrepreneur or something that requires leadership and can handle tons of responsibilities.

MYMIND IS STILL THAT OF A 7 YEAR OOOOLD SO I JUSTCAAAAAN'T! ;AAAA;

Please pray for me. >___<

Anywaaaay, AAAH I FINISHED THE FINAL PROBLEEEM (Sherlock Holmes)! 8DDD I already knew he didn't die then since I already read The Empty House before that because it was in the first Sherlock Holmes book that I bought (yet The Final Problem wasn't in there =3= ) but I still felt the paaaaain. AAAH DR. WATSOOON! I feel for him theeeeere. And when Prof. Moriarty and Holmes were face to face I was liek "AAAAAH THE INTENSITYYY! 8'DDD" and it was all just exciting. >3<

If I finish all the stories I might try watching the BBC Holmes. 8D

Aaaaah, I can't wait to watch Detective Conan season 8~~ ♥

And I started watching Idol M@ster. :> It's quite a cute anime~~ ♥

Final Exams + NAT + Graduation!

This month's probably my busiest. xD; Our Finals are starting tomorrow (D8) and the NAT (National Achievement Test) is this Friday and it's our Finals again on Monday. But nothing much to do after that. :D But I plan to apply for a part-time job as an English teacher (teaching Koreans~~ ♥) right after the exams. Then it's our Graduation this 30th of March~!! QvQ

We're still trying to finish our requirements for your Clearance plus NAT reviews all the time (so barely any time for Finals reviews OTL;;; )

I HAVE PIMPLES ALL OVER MEH FAAAACE! D8<

Yet I had time to finish the K-On! manga and City Hunter. xDDDD;;;

So now you know why I'm barely around. xDDD

M-m-m-my first kiss!!

Date of event: February 23, 2012.

LOLIDUNNO---!! D8

It's embarrassing! OTL;

NUNUNUNU, we can't consider it my 'first kiss' since it didn't reach my lips. 8D It was SOOOO close though, WAAAH----!

And it was my crush who did it too. D:

Well, four of us (girl C, girl J1, girl J2, boy P and me) were having a jolly conversation (on silly topics) and then the topic of his manliness was brought up and such and such and he'd prove it and at first they'd ask him to take his shirt off but he didn't so we teased him that he's not manly then he suggested he'd kiss me and they were all 'ALRIIIIGHT' and I was 'DON'T YOU DARE!' and luckily teacher came in but she came out again but he still didn't do it since I was threatening him with the pencil (lol) and when the bell rang they restrained me and he managed to peck me right above my lips.

*le sigh*

And the deal was that girl J1 would give him 5 pesos if he did it. And he took it from her forcibly. xD

And I was very... lol I dunno. I went cold and was sweating and looked angry. xD

And everyone keep teasing me (they were all watchiiiiing). D8

But later on girl J1 was in the same situation as I am. xD But she was the kisser and poor boy H was the kissee. xDD And boy M gave her 5 pesos for doing so. xD

AND SOOO that's the tale of my 'first kiss.' Not really. 8D

Happy Valentines! :D

Long time no see~ HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE! ♥

xDD

Herro?

So far, 2012 is doing well.

I'm at season 6 in Detective Conan! The first time Ai-chan showed was just liek BAM! xD;

I finished watching Get Backers too. I LOVE BAAAAAN <333

I'm trying to watch Detective Conan Live Action too. Took me some time to feel comfy with the actors. The actress for Ran sure is cute~ ♥

Plus school is DEFINITELY gonna kill me. I'M SURE. ASDFGHJKLH I'M FLIPPIN' GRADUATING, WHAT TO DO!??? DDD8

And mom's laptop got fixed! (The one I killed back then on Ishida's birthday. *was watching The Lost Ship in the Sky on youtube and surfing the 'net for 24 hours* GAAAAAAAH)

I will be VERY careful with it this time. I'm so grateful that my files are intact. *sigh of relief*

Aaaand... WE HAZ EDUCATION TOUR BY THE END OF THE MONTH. I have tons of projects.

And exams on the first week of February.

AND I NEED TO TAKE ENTRANCE EXAMS IN A COLLEGE AROUND THAT TIME TOO. THEN THERE'S THE JS PROM.

PLUS I HAVE THIS CONTEST TO JOIN---! Dx

And the whole internet is on panic mode (sort of) because of the SOPA/PIPA.

*le sigh* So how are you all doing? xD Currently I feel sick... but don't worry~~