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Dreams...
Dreams is that wonderful feeling when you know you're doing something right.
It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

My Different Realities

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My SS List

Yo Santa, my list is pretty much the same as my last list (x-mas 2011). Being totally honest, I have no idea what to ask for beside those things I have there, so bear with me haha!

Okay besides the requests I have down there the things I love in general is the following: pink, ruffles, sweets, girl clothes, furries, pastel colors, hearts, stars, crystals, shiny stuff, boys love/yaoi (cough), angels, fairy tales and things that are related to it. I also like dark things as well especially if it has a touch of cute to it. If anything look at my gallery and you'll pretty much see what I like haha!

If you don't like super girly stuff or my requests you can change things around to suit your tastes or just draw whatever your comfortable with. Okay now on for the requests.

Here are some movies that I love:

Big Hero Six HiroxBaymax
Frozen
Wreck-it-Ralph
Raise of the Guardians (especially anything Jack related)

A picture of my heart shugo chara with a lot of ribbons and hearts in the picture. Make her adorably chibi and cute.

A picture of my heart break mode fursona, but don't make the eyes so scary looking. XD I hate the way they look now. Make them more sad and blank. She has a giant paint brush too that she likes to paint with, add that in the picture if you can.

My mascot for my Crafts blog The Candy Sanctuary.

A sweets fairy that has butterfly wings.

My fan Mews especially mew torte, I love maid outfits as well as their mew costumes. You don't have to draw them all by the way, do as many as you want. (I would like to see them all though )

Sailor Mini moon with/without Helios/Pegasus. Something dreamy and really cute.

Kotetsu and Barnaby from tiger and bunny.

I love MLP, I have yet to make a fan pony but if you want please make one sweets themed or anything related to the words up top.

I also love rarity (my favorite pony) from MLP but I love the other's as well!

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Loki, Iron man from the avengers

I LOVE the K-pop bang U-kiss I love all the *old members* especially Alex)

I love shinee and Teamin is my favorite haha!

heechul from super Junior

EXO

Girls Generation

Girl's day

Okay that's it. I hope you love girly stuff as much as I do and you find my requests fun to do. Sorry for the poor soul that hates this kind of stuff. XD
Thank you Santa!

x-mas wrap up

I had a really great x-mas! Yesterday morning I installed all (or most) of the programs that I needed for my new baby. Including latale an online MMORPG, long ago I took it off my computer because it was insanely laggy and just unplayable. But now I have to disable my anti viruses just to play it because it HATES direct-X.

Oh, I took pictures of everything I got! OMG you wouldn't believe how delighted I was to see how fast and flawless the computer speed is. IT TOOK NO TIME down size the 4-5 pictures and upload them in my photobucket!

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My beautiful Gate, so sleek and pretty!

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A webby cam, I wonder what I'm going to use that for HAR HAR HAR. <:U

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I haven't opened it yet, I'll open it when I take it upstairs in my room.

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Some awesome hello kitty slippers that my sister got me! They are really warm!

The only major thing I have to do with this computer is to add my home edition of windows 7 because YOU CAN'T CHANGE THE WALLPAPER. You can only download the ones that's on the windows website. The packs are really nice though. I currently have the Japan one, but I want a yaoi one... AFTER I haul this bad boy upstairs in my room. XD

Speaking of which, I now have the pleasure to clean out my room and finally give it a major face lift. My room has been the same for so many years and for a long time I hated it. But now I can finally take everything out and start anew. I'll be so happy once its done and I can chill upstairs on my computer. = v =

My family also came over and a their friend/boyfriend. It was nice seeing them too since my GGM funeral. Everyone was having a good time. I even showed my older cousins friend my charm jewelry and stuff. She totally loved it and told me I need to sell it. I'm planning to do that in the coming year since I finally got my own bank account. I have a really good plan for it and I'm pretty excited, but I'll keep all the details to myself till its done and completed.

The only thing that sucked was when my family came over they turned on the stupid radio system on. They had it on for most of the day till after mid-night. I even went to bed early because of it (it was super loud). Other then that things were fine.

Hope everyone got what they wanted too! See you later!

MERRY CHRISTMASSSSS!

I hope everyone is having a great Holiday!

And yeah, my computer parts came yesterday and I installed them in my NEW SHINEY COMPTUER WHICH I'M ON NOW. And her name is "Gate" because she is a gateway comptuer. I also got so fancy adobe cs5 programs, the ones that I wanted or couldn't really use because my old comptuer was a piece of crap. *squeeee*

Now I'm just installing all the programs and such in my new computer so when I finally clean my room up I can have my new baby with me 24/7. (I'll never leave the room now)

I'll go comment and reply to stuff then I'm back on fixing up my baby!

Bye!

NEW PICTURE AND COPICS

Here’s another update!

The picture that I was working on and posted a WIP is finally done. Please go take a look I don’t think you’ll will be disappointed! >http://www.theotaku.com/fanart/view/322481/incubus_magic%253A_strawberry_cream

Besides that, guess who got a 72 Copic marker set on Wednesday?

You wouldn’t believe how long I wanted these markers! And a new art store finally opened up downtown that sold them, but since I was in school and jobless I couldn’t afford them. All that has changed for the better 2-3 years later (yay for waiting!), they had the 72 set on sell for $300 and I couldn’t run fast enough to get them. Once again they are my X-mas gift for myself so I have about a week to drool all over them before I can actually use them. Which is fine, I love that feeling! It’s like I’m a kid again. :3

So I’m done shopping for myself and now I have my family and friends to shop for. The biggest problem is that I have no clue what to get my boyfriend D:. In fact he already gotten my gift on Wednesday and is totally sure I’ll love it. But I don’t know if the gift I’m thinking about getting him well be “good enough” or at least on my end. It’s a board game called “munchkin” it’s originally a card game that he wanted really bad. I know he will love it but I wanted something more personal and homely for him… I don’t know. It shouldn’t even be a problem being that I know he will be happy if I got it for him.

I’ll figure it out. D:

Have a great holiday everybody! I’ll probably post on X-mas anyway. :P

Business Plan!

Man, there are so many ideas running through my head right now…

It’s like a flicking through channels without control…

I’ve been planning a lot of things lately. I realized how out of control my energy has been with my charm business. Not like I’ve been making poor decisions but planning things out. My sister recently got into making her own business (I won’t say what ) and a few days ago I was hearing her talk about that she needed a business plan.

That sparked something in me because I’ve been in a confusing rut with the charms. What to make, how to make it, how I’m going to marker them etc. Then to add my untamed energy with my near anxiety nature of doing things right at the minute attitude I’ve been stressing myself out a bit. I had to sit down and tell myself to calm down, take a breather, read some yaoi and think things out.

When I really had time to step back to look how I was doing things and how it affected me I knew mapping things out was the best thing for me since the latté drink. I realized that I’m better with putting things down on paper and listing down the things I’m going to do instead keeping them in my head. I forget things, get caught up with something that I found out about, and the other stuff get shoved in the corner of my cranium where they won’t see the light of day for about 48 hours. I need sticky notes on the inside of my eye lids to remember that I can see. :P

Anyway, for about a week now I’ve been putting things down that I want to do. What kind of charms I want to make, What kind of jewelry I want to make, What animes I want to make charms out of etc. I find it so relaxing to have all make thoughts on paper so I don’t have to worry about remembering them all. I also want to make illustration of what the charms are going to look like and how I’m going to make them. The one problem I had with since first time making the charms are the ideas. I have all this clay in front of me, this freaking huge brain that has been making ideas for 19 years and I can’t for the life of me think about anything to make really. But when I sit down away from it to think about what I should make it comes much easier.

It’s so crazy because at least with a paper and pencil I can start drawing whatever and come up with something by the end of the drawing process. Not so much with the clay. It’s so much you can do with the clay and you can create ANY thing you want. However I do have to give me some slack because I am new to it and the ideas will come faster when I work with it more.

Yeah, planning things out is the way to go for me instead of trying to be spontaneous. I was thinking that I was too careful and I should be a little more off the handle with things. Screw that. I HAVE to think things over; I have to give time to myself process things so I can see the possible pit falls or possible rewards in the matter. Thankfully I haven’t exercise that impulsive way of handling things with more important decisions. I hate having to learn things the hard way.

So with my business plans coming along I’ve was thinking of starting a Tokyo mew mew club. Yes, I know what your thinking, not another TMM club that you can post fan fics and the like. Don’t worry, I know there has been a bloom of TMM clubs out there but I’m set on making mine stand out and helpful to artists of all kinds. I’m going to save my ideas for it later since I hate typing long journals.

That’s just something that you can look forward too ;D

Till then!

P.S

I have been noticing people visiting my page more and I want to say thanks! It means a lot!