Wow, I can't believe its December already.
It's pretty cold here, but its warmer than I thought it would be, so I'm not so upset about that.
Today I have been killing myself reading "To Kill A Mockinbird", and I still "had" a whole lot to read. I stopped at Chapter 9 since it's getting late AND
I can't believe I didn't speak about this earlier but:
To all otakus who watch New "Toonami". I'm sure you know that "Naruto" is coming back Uncut for the first time in the US; and that "Toonami" is showing the very first episode tonight at 12:30 EST. My anime club is crossing their fingers to hope that it gets over 2,000,000 views on its debut.
*Sigh* I'm so excited.
I got a haircut today, and I saw the GREATEST football game ever. Alabama V Georgia (I don't usually watch College FB) but that game was the best game ever aired on TV. Congradulatons Alabama for winning the SEC. (I know nothing about Football.) But I extend my condolensces to the family of the KC Chiefs player that killed himself recently.
*Bows his head for 10 seconds*
But...I think I know why he did it. It's because of the controversy surrounding 12/21/12. (So stupid!) There has been this show on "Countdown to Apocalypse", that I have seen bits and pieces of it, but I don't want to...It's too scary. It messed me up so bad that I thought today was the Rapture since nobody else was home. I hate shows like that, they make people go insane! I've also recently been scared about what will become of me when I die. I wasn't able to go to sleep 'cuz I was thinking about me in Heaven and in Hell forever. Nothing wrong with Heaven at all, its a beautiful place...But I've always wondered, what is it like? Is it a massive cloud that it is often portrayed as? Is it a large house with a garden? Or could it possibly be different for different people? Heaven is Paradise, but Paradise is different depending on the person. And being there forever? I don't even know if I would like being able to live forever on Earth! Maybe I'm just too used to having bad days or negative attitudes. I don't know what it'd be like to be in a place where I'd be happy forever.
And Hell...Oh, man, I REALLY don't want to go there. I don't think I will, but I've done alot of bad things in the past (And blasphemy is the unforgivable sin...It's like an instant ticket to Hell and no questions asked.) I don't think I've ever commited blasphemy, I can say that will 100% honesty, but I will not deny that I've done alot of bad things, and I've always felt that I can never be forgiven...But I know that I can. It's hard to fathom sometimes how life can make a person miserable.
Sometimes my mind has often wandered and made me think "I'm not afraid of Hell." Burning in a lake of fire all day every day and never ends...I'm petrified of just the thought. *Shakes head* Whatever, I'm sure that doesn't await me...And I'll make sure that never happens.
And I don't believe that whole 12/21/12 crap! If he really knew anything about the book of Revelations, he'd know that NOBODY can predict when the world will end, and even if God himself came down and told him the exact date and time, he'd also know that there will be a Rapture.
I really don't like talking about religion out here, I just wanted to drop this from my mind since I haven't told anyone else. Religion itself is a sensitive topic to some people, and I don't want to offend anyone else's beliefs, but I will tell you this, I don't care; some of my friends are Atheists and that doesn't change a thing. And the golden (and constantly quoted) rule of Christianity is "Treat others the way you want to be treated."
It's that simple.
But yeah, I have been feeling pretty good.
It's an all-out Low Day.
(I've been crunching this song so much!)