~ It's been two years, and yet I still can't get over you leaving ~

Well...

It's not the nineteenth yet, but Rishi promised that she would tell you all why she hates Febuary.

Hm...well, screw third person. I need to just...vent.

My friend was killed on Febuary 19th two years ago by her dad. We were never close, relationship-wise, but we were friends, and I used to live a street away from her. Her papa was never there when I passed by, which wasn't often, so I don't know him enough to hate him less.

It doesn't even matter if I hate him or not--he's dead, too.

I've been down in the dumps latley, even though I didn't know it. I've been extra cheerful, because deep down inside I'm just depressed. I didn't even realize it until yesterday when I was smiling, even though I felt like breaking down ((which I did, by the way))

Everyone is sad latley--me, my mother, Squeechan, everyone.

So Febuary sucks. D:

I just wanted to let everyone know about it. I'm sick of keeping it to myself.

If you would, please send a PM or start a conversation sometime with me this month. Every person counts. I'm grateful to my 141 subscribers.

Thank you for caring.

~Rishi

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