I hate studying!

Hi Readers! It's been quite a long time I haven't posted. I hate studyig! Well, who would love to do it? I can't wait to finish my tests and dye my hair BLUE! Yes,I'm going to dye BLUE. Ta-dahh~ I wanna have nose stud too..but I have to wait until I got to Japan. Because I'm sure my mom won't probably like it. By the way, I'm thinking of starting a new blog for pre-teens and teens.. But I'm not sure yet because I don't know people would even read my blog or not.. whew.. anyway. Bye! I'm studying Chemistry~ See ya!

Love Problems~

Have you ever been into a situation where you are already taken but..you are kinda into another person too.. I know it sounds sorta cheating. But well,I can't help. Let me explain you right from the start. I have someone named Karin. Karin and I have been dating for about 10 months. And another person is called Mongol. Mongol is a very awesome person. He understands me really well..and very very very kind indeed. We feel like we've known for life although it's been only for a month. At first I don't really like him.. but then you know, Karin doesn't care about me as much as Mongol does. But I know that Karin really loves me. And stupidly, I start to have feelings for him. I can't have those feelings..because we both are taken !!! And I don't like Mongol whenever I see his photos. It's not like he's ugly..he looks nice..but I don't know why.. I just love the way he cares about me.. I don't wanna have a very serious relationship like I'm having with Karin. hmm... I really don't know what to do at that time.. I can't lose Karin and I don't wanna hurt him too. So I called my best friend, May. She told me not to do anything in haste and told me to calm. And help me think about thoroughly.. so I spent the night thinking and thinking and eventually I fall asleep. And Guess what? When I woke up, I forgot about everything and I really forgot the fact that I have a feeling for Mongol. It's a miracle! But sometimes, I don't feel really comfortable when I chat with him because I'm scared that I might fall for him.. But now I guess I can control myself and I owe big thanks to May. All I wanna tell you is don't decide anything in haste. ^^ Bye. Hope you guys enjoy my stupid experiences. Stay tune for my next posts! ^^

A fresh Start to Rukia's Life!

Hello Readers,
This is a blog about a 16 year olds teen girl. I'm Rukia (I'm not a japanese). I'm an Anime Otaku ^^ I hate those baka people who say Anime is for kids. Well, they have no idea how awesome Anime is. I believe that Anime is 10000000000000000000+ way better than cartoons and movies. People who don't have an imaginative skill cannot feel Anime. Those amazing people who like Anime are all unique ^^ I love dark clothing (people often describe as EMO fashion or whatever..), but I'm not an emo or a goth or a scene. I love to dye my hair pastel colours. I'm quiet and shy when I'm not around my friends. I have a bad habit of cutting myself when I'm depressed. I'm often sad but I never show it because I don't want my friends to feel upset just because of me. I'm a teen who has many life craps like financial problems,family problems,trust issues,self-conscious and totally insecure about my looks. If there's someone who is dealing life problems like me,please do come and talk to me. I'd like to know more people who has common habits or problems like me. ^.^ Oh by the way,I really do love music. Music save my life,believe it or not. I listen to any kinda rock,kpop,jpop,anime songs,screamo,metal,hard-core,gothic metal and sad-core genres. Lady GaGa is my all-time fave person. I listen to sad songs alot and unpopular music too..I don't like following the trend. I rarely listen to hip hop or rap songs. I'm really really really into music...earbuds are in my ears 24/7 ^^ I can't stop once I talk about music. But of course I'll stop :D If you want to talk about music or want to know about the bands and artists I listen to, please feel free to come and talk with me. I'd love to talk with anyone who has common interest like I do. Bye,readers! I'll be posting my next post very soon. Stay Tune <3

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