Life isn't always easy
Especially when you don't have anyone to depend on
You look around at the people walking by
And see that they either have a friend or loved one with them
But you have no one by your side to talk to
Or confide in
It hurts,no it kills you
Every day you fight a never ending battle
To remind yourself that she's gone and won't ever be coming back
You always thought she would always be here by your side
Laughing and talking with you about her day
How she was doing
And how she felt
In the end you found out that she wouldn't always be here for you
She died in a horrible accident
An accident that you both didn't think could happen
Three years have passed since then
And I've been here for you ever since then
But you don't seem to notice
You keep living each day like you have since her death
I keep living each day like I don't care or notice how you act
But I do
And I keep trying to hide that fact
In the end it doesn't seem to work
Because you always find me in my favorite spot crying
You take one look at me every time
Then you walk over to where I sit
And simply hold me in your arms while I cry
I don't have the courage to tell you why I'm crying
I just let you hold me and comfort me for as long as you are able to
Once I'm done crying you help me up
And walk with me back to your place
I try and keep my thoughts to myself
But the latter wins and I ask you
"Why do you keep acting like you have no one to depend on?"
You stop walking with me and simply look at me
I'm always the one who ends up trying to change the subject after that
But this time your the one who says something
You tell me
"Because I lost the one I truly held close to my heart."
I look back at you then back at the sidewalk in front of me
I turn and keep walking knowing what you said was the truth
Today is like any other day
But your not doing what you usually do
Your sitting across from me watching me intently
Like I'm some kind of freak show or some kind of science experiment
I look away from your eyes
And out at the ocean
You get up from your seat and come to sit beside me
I know your right beside me but don't bother to look back at you
Because I don't know what to do
Or how to react
I just simply stare out at the ocean
You say my name and I can't do anything but look at you
Your sitting so close I can hear your heart beating within your chest
I look up at your face
You simply lean down and kiss me
I pull back and ask you
"What was that for?"
You pull me in a close embrace and tell me
"Because I love you!"
