For the Life of My Brother

This poem is based on the show Supernatural from the WB. It's amazing. I love Dean and Sam's brotherly bond. It sort of followed along with a song I was listening to on YouTube. I included the video with it. The poem is based from Dean's point of view and it's my own though I do not own Supernatural.

Help me build a memory.
Something to be remembered by.
That makes me better than I've ever been.
To help me atone before I die.

I've done so many horrible things.
And held back my feelings for so long.
Now the time is up and it is over.
But I still don't think that it was wrong.

To give my life after one year.
So that you could stay alive.
It's a choice I'd make again.
Because you need to survive.

I know that you are angry.
And you don't think it's right.
But you will learn to be strong.
And continue on this fight.

I made the deal with the demon.
Even sealed it with a kiss.
Because I could not lose you.
I will except the punishment for this.

Do not think I don't care.
Because I am truly afraid.
I don't want to go to Hell.
But the price has to be paid.

I know we'll go down fighting.
Covered in blood and sweat.
And that after it's all over,
the demon will collect my debt.

I wish you could tell me,
that you know what to do.
That you know how to save me.
Better than I saved you.

I love you little brother.
Though out loud I'd never tell.
Just don't give up on me.
Please rescue me from Hell.

End