well, i just took a look at my portfolio. You know what i realized? There's a good and bad realization.
I'll go with the bad one first: I've been slacking in my manga drawing style.
If i keep up at this rate, i wont be a mangaka (my dream job) or be able to publish a manga (one of my goals in life)!! ^^ Now i'm frustrated because when i draw manga/anime characters it takes me longer and i can't visualized them in my head, maybe i have a bad memory? Well idk, i just feel that each time i draw manga style, i dread it, which i don't like at all... because i know i love them!! *sighes
Anywho here's my good realization: I'm really good with realism now and i improved quite a bit. I know, sound like i'm bragging but oh well, i'm proud of myself for that :D Now when i see something i like, an image or scene, i always want to pencil sketch them and i could already visualized them in pencil in my mind and know which technique to use to draw them :D
Now I'm actually considering trying to make money off of my so call skillz :D but i'm still trying to see how. I've been looking at online sites and stuff but i'm not sure if i'll really go through with it. I'm just worry cuz i'm a "lazy artist" that's what i call myself. It takes me forever to draw/finish something. Not that i can't do it or have problems, it's just trying to force myself down and draw. For example, if there's a piece that took me a total 3 or 4 hours to draw, it would take me at least 1 or 2 weeks to actually finish. *sighes
well, thanks for listening everyone, it felt great to get that off of my chest XD
right now, i'm just gona be all tao and just go with the flow :D
later everyone :D
p-man
o yeah fyi, i drew that pic, it's awesome, right?! Took me 2 min on ms paint. Okay i suck at digital art, i'll try to stay away from it :D
