welcome to Vanilla Extract!
I'll talk about life, and plans, and many other ongoings.
If you're not carful, I might bite. But not too hard.
Remember. Vanilla Extract may smell sweet, but it's rather bitter.


Anime I've finished: Samurai 7,Tenshi no Shippo,Tenshi no shippo chu,Fruits Basket,Spiral:Bonds of Reasoning
Manga I've finished: Fruits Basket,+Anima,Peach Girl,Pixie Pop,Full Moon,Kamichama Karin,Dramacon,The Dreaming,Tokyo mew mew, Tokyo mew mew a la mode,Presents,Variante(I think thats what it's called...),Azumanga Daioh,Pichi Pichi Pitch,.Hack//xxxx,.Hack//Legend of the twilight,GabaKawa
Current anime: Azumanga Daioh,FMA,Ouran Host Club,Saber Marionette J to X,Inuyasha
Current Manga: Skip-beat,Shoulder a coffin Kuro,Ouran Host Club,Shugo Chara,Pappillion,Venus in love, Two flowers and a dragon,The palette of 12 secret colors,Megatokyo,High School Debut,Love-Com,Mamotte Lollipop, Vampire Hunter D, Gakuen Alice,More Starlight to Your heart,Ultra Cute, Cirque Du Freak
What I want to start: Gentlemen's Alliance+
STAMPS

Marlee and I wrote our own version of the twelve days of christmas....
LOL.
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On the first day of christmas my true love gave to me A Psycho Hamster in a Tree
On the second day of christmas my true love gave to me, 2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree
On the third day of christmas my true love gave to me 3 pedophiles,2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree
On the fourth day of christmas my true love gave to me 4 iron claws,3 pedophiles,2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree
On the fitfh day of christmas my true love gave to me 5 talking SPARKLES! 4 iron claws,3 pedophiles,2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree
On the sixth day of christmas my true love gave to me a six pack of lighters,5 talking SPARKLES! 4 iron claws,3 pedophiles,2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree
On the seventh day of christmas my true love gave to me 7 uke curls,a six pack of lighters,5 talking SPARKLES! 4 iron claws,3 pedophiles,2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree
On the eighth day of christmas my true love gave to me 8 bloody wounds,7 uke curls,a six pack of lighters,5 talking SPARKLES! 4 iron claws,3 pedophiles,2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree
On the ninth day of christmas my true love gave to me 9 evil nuns,8 bloody wounds,7 uke curls,a six pack of lighters,5 talking SPARKLES! 4 iron claws,3 pedophiles,2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree
On the tenth day of christmas my true love gave to me 10 trees to hide in, 9 evil nuns,8 bloody wounds,7 uke curls,a six pack of lighters,5 talking SPARKLES! 4 iron claws,3 pedophiles,2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree
On the eleventh day of christmas my true love gave to me 11 family members,10 trees to hide in, 9 evil nuns,8 bloody wounds,7 uke curls,a six pack of lighters,5 talking SPARKLES! 4 iron claws,3 pedophiles,2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree
On the twelfth day of christmas my true love gave to me 12 dozen doughnuts,11 family members,10 trees to hide in, 9 evil nuns,8 bloody wounds,7 uke curls,a six pack of lighters,5 talking SPARKLES! 4 iron claws,3 pedophiles,2 lovely twins and a pyscho hamster in a tree~~~~!!!
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fear our stupidity.
MERRY FREAKIN' CHRISTMAS >:D
What I want for christmas c:
PSCS3
SAI
Money.
Book store gift cards
Hiri fanarts -shot-
HEART NO KUNI NO ALICE TO COME OUT IN ENGLISHHHHH -angst-
Twilight to go die.
FOR PEOPLE TO LEAVE BRITTANY ALONE D; -shot-
More TMM arts kthx.
More people to join HnKnA roleplay :>
For People to actually read Heart no Kuni no Alice.
MORE SAND.
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST:
For everyone to remember what Christmas is about, and why we have it <3
JESUS BBY
Everyone has times that they get down. Everyone has times where their self esteem gets emo and cuts itself down. I'm doing this meme to help cheer myself and others up. And yes, I'm gonna tag people too... I hope they do this meme and get a good ego stroking as well ^_^
So, tell me what you like about me. What you like about what I do. Why you're my friend. Why we hang out.
Stroke my ego, cheer me up, boost my self esteem ^_^
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I doubt anyone will do this. But if you do, I tag you. Because I love you. c:
The issue with my friend was settled. She apologized maybe thirty minutes after I posted the rant. We're buds again c:
Yey~
Warning: RANT POST
So, my friend. She's in a bit of a jam, and she tells me she's crying (This is over Iscribble mind you) She has a relationship, but a friend of hers tells her she loves her, and a guy friend of her loves her too.
She, is one year younger then me.
I ask her whats wrong, and I say "You don't have to tell me, but I'm worried."
She tells me said situation above. I say I can't do much, and I'ms ure I've told her I've never had a boyfriend before.
So I say "Well, either way someone is going to get hurt." She says she knows, and she's torn. Eventually, I say this.
"Well, we don't really know a damn thing about love.We're too young. But, we try anyway, and we get hurt. Still, we stand up, and we learn to deal with it. Life is a bitch for a reason."
Hsr reaction?
"Gee, thanks for making me feel worse and all."
"Sorry."
"Sure."
"well, what did you want me to say? I didn't mean to make you feel worse."
"Maybe something useful? I guess I'll think twice before coming to you for personal advice."
WELL GEE NOW. I'M SORRY I DIDN'T TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANTED TO HEAR. YOU'RE MAD AT ME? ME?
I say I'm sorry. She tells me to leave her alone. I say fine, we'll talk later.
BUT GOD DAMMIT YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE MAD AT ME. ALL I DID WAS TELL YOU THE FUCKING TRUTH. WE ALL KNOW SOMEONE WILL END UP HURT, BUT WE ALL KNOW THEY'LL GET OVER IT.
LOVE? WE'RE TOO YOUNG TO EVEN KNOW IT'S DAMN MEANING. YOU ARE 14. SHE IS 12. I AM 15.
WE'RE TOO YOUNG TO WORRY ABOUT IT TOTALLY. LOOK I KNOW OUR LIVES CAN BE SHITTY.
BUT. I. AM. TELLING. YOU. THE. TRUTH.
And if you can't handle that, then FINE.
FINE.
So sorry I couldn't be of use to you, but what did you want me to say? Something useful? DEFINE USEFUL. Did you want me to baby you? and say "Oh, it'll be a-ok!" Like I always do? I didn't mean to make you feel worse, but god dammit, it's advice, and it's bitter, and it's part of life.
So yeah, be angry at me. Go ahead. But you don't have the right. And you know that. I was just trying to help. I even said you didn't have to tell me.I've said I'm not good with relationship problems.
I'll forgive you. I will. But will you cool down enough?
Yeah. Sorry. I'm just....pissed right now. And I feel like my feelings are hurt.
Yeah.
So. We put my cat down.
It's weird.
I feel weird.
And numb....and slow...and kind of....alone feeling.
I was angry earlier too.
Not so much now.
My baby...I miss him already.
RIP Hershey.
I love you.