Picture of my Daughter <3

Here is a pic of my daughter Erin.

Isn't she a cutie? :D

I love her. She's 2 years old. and she may be cute but looks can be deceiving! xD Just a little while ago she drew all over the walls with a mechanical pencil and it took me like 30 minutes to get it off. I was so ticked off but she's too cute to stay mad at :D

and that is her pile of toys behind her. It's a massive mountain of toys. and also my dad's almost sorta bald head on the computer. xD

....[title of post here]....

stolen form cluod55strife X3

STEP ONE: Spell your name with songs
C-Closure-Chevelle
H-Hand of Blood-Bullet for my valentine
R-Riot-Three Days Grace
I-It's Just Me-Escape the Fate
S-Seize the Day-Avenged Sevenfold
T-This Dark Day-12 Stones
I-I don't care-apocalyptica
N-No.5-Hollywodd Undead
A-Animal-Black Light Burns

STEP TWO:
– Name: Christina Marie Diederich
– Birth date: February 21, 1992
– Nickname: Stina, StinaMuffin, PsyckoStina, PsyckoStinaMuffin
– Eye Color: Green/Hazel
– Hair Color: Strawberry Blondish Brown
– Zodiac Sign: Pisces/Monkey

STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: flip-flops with cherris on them
– Your weaknesses:My daughter
– Your fear(s): Losing my daughter
– Your perfect pizza: Hawaiian <3 ham bacon and pineapple! yum :P
– Goal you’d like to achieve: Graduate from college

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: My boobs? xD
– Your bedtime? Whenever I want
– Most missed memory? Being a worryless kid.

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke? Coke
– McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald's
– Adidas or Nike: Neither
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
– Cappuccino or coffee: Capuccino

STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: Yes
– Sing: Good? no but i sing not so good
– Dance: also not good but yeah
– Take a shower everyday: every other day
– Have a crush: my crush is my bf
– Do you think you’ve been in love?: i am right now
– Want to go to college: yes
– Like(d) high school: I miss it
– Get motion sickness: Nope
– Think you’re attractive: no
– Think you’re a health freak: No
– Get along with your parents: Sometimes

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: No...
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
– Eaten Sushi: Nope
– Been on stage: Nope
– Gone skating: Nope
– Made homemade cookies: no
– Gone Skinny dipping: No
– Stolen anything: from my sister

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
– If so, was it mixed company: No
- Flashed anyone: my boyfriend
– Been beaten up: kinda
– Shoplifted: used to a lot. not anymore

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: 22-25
– Number of Children: i already have one....i MIGHT have another in a few years
– Describe your Dream Wedding: Goth Lolita Wedding
– What country would you most like to visit? Japan

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: a dark color
– Best hair color?: Dark Color like black dark brown
– Short hair or long hair?: In the middle
– Height: Taller than me

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: 10
– Number of CDs that I own: about 5
– Number of tattoos: None
– Number of piercings: None

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? Boyfriend and Daughter
What woke you up this morning? My daughter
Where are you? My boyfriend's mom's house.
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? maybe....
Do you like anybody? my bf...

THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public? Yeah
Passed out because of alcohol? no but i have thrown up, which is also an aanswer to above question
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? The time I got drunk and threw up in the trash can

THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like? A small house.
What do you want to be when you grow up? Graphic Designer
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? I dont know....

IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? not really
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? 10 minutes ago
Do you listen to music every day? yeah!
Do you still go trick or treating? with my daughter
What was the last thing you ate? Pizza and cheesy breadsticks
Are you a fast typer? Pretty much
Whats your favorite type of soda? Coke, Pepsi, faygo cola, RC cola,
Have you ever moved? a few times
Have you ever won an award? like honor roll awards in elementary school
Are you listening to music right now? yes, Hit the floor by bullet for my valentine
How long ’till your birthday? about 5-6 months
When were you the saddest in your whole life? when my grandpa died
What time is it? 10:49 pm
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? no
Who makes you mad? my daughter sometimes
Have you ever heard a song written about you? no
Something you want to happen in 2011? get a job (hopefully waay before then)
Summer 2011? dunno
Honestly, do you miss 2009? not really

HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? Black.
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? uhm.....a response to this question
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? listening to music, this survey thing, and a fanart
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? gave my daughter some pop :x Lmao
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? my lil sis
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? not right now
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? my boyfriend
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? Yeah
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? No
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? not really
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? no
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? a few
17. Honestly, are you in denial? not this second
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? occasionaly
19. Honestly, do you like anyone? yeah
20. Honestly, does anyone like you? prolly

ANGER SECTION

1. What do you do when you’re mad? depends, surse throw things, seclude myself in a small dark space
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? I kicked a hole in the wall
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Yeah
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? extremely so

CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? a few days ago
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yeah
3. Do certain songs make you cry? not many but yeah
4. What usually makes you cry? sad movies

HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? not usually
2. What makes you the happiest? my bf my daughter anime manga drawing music
3. Do you believe in yourself? not a lot
4.When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? sometimes

Random Rant

I love FEARnet! Really...I do.
I love scary movies in general but fearnet has some great ones.
last night i watched alone in the dark which is based off the video game.
it was great, but they could have out more detail into it.
after that i watched catacombs. i decided to watch it because the catacombs are extremely interesting. It was about a girl who went to paris to live with her sister and they go to a party down in the catacombs and she gets stuck down there with "the anti-christ" but the ending sucked. everything was good except the ending. near the begninning her sister suppossedly died but she didnt and then they all meet up near the end(her sister and the ppl she met) and then her sister was screaming at her for accidently killing a guy they were friends with and she just kills her sister and everyone she met in paris. then she gets out of the catacombs and gets into a taxi. I was like "whatthefudge". it sucked.

Another thing that sucks. I was working on a fanart for a contest and I got one of the girls done, colored and everything. and I closed it. I wanted to cry. I spent like 4 hours on it and then i closed it. SO now I started over the fanart, only im using a different girl cuz trying to redo the original girl would prolly just tick me off.

and my daughter is a terror. Im putting on cartoons for her on OnDemand and everytime it ends she runs to me and literally screams "DORA DORA DORA" i wish the episodes were longer tho. I need to find a verrrry long dora the explorer movie.

and...my boyfriend smoked all my cigs. I think getting into smoking is the worst habit I ever started. I need to quit. even tho i've tried like a gazillion times. ugh! if you're reading this, DONT SMOKE!

and my boyfriends mom's computer doesnt like links. literally. when you click a link you have to right click and select open in new tab. and certain links like smaller window links...what do u call them...i guess temporary links like on tinierme. i cant enter selfy town or play gacha....it sucks...

also, i really want to play my pokemon platinum but my boyfriend is playing it still....maybe ill play firered until he finishes.

Uhm...i tihnk im running out of stuff to rant about....hmmm...

i guess im done then...my train of thought has veered off the track.
Later!


^AWESOME BAND! Escape the Fate<33

Bring me down-Pillar

I did one before but i like these.
I think its a bit different tho...

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

1. If someone says "is this okay" you say?
Circles-Hollywood Undead

2. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Broken-12 stones

3. How do you feel today ?
Paper Wings-Rise Against

4. What is your life's purpose ?
Broken Wing-Thousand foot krutch

5. What is your motto ?
Careless Whisper-Seether

6. What do your friends think of you ?
Better think again-submersed

7. What do you think of your parents ?
Hit the floor-Bullet for my valentine

8. What do you think about very often ?
Walking on air-Kerli

9. What do you think of your best friend ?
Unholy Confessions-Avenged sevenfold

10. What do you think of the person you like ?
Blood on my hands-the used

11. What is your life story ?
If i were you-janus

12. What do you want to be when you grow up ?
Knife Called Lust-hollywood undead

13. What do you think when you see the person you like ?
Savior-Rise Against

14. What do your parents think of you ?
Here I stand-madina lake

15. What will you dance to at your wedding ?
Inside of me-Dead by sunrise

16. What will they play at your funeral ?
Breath-breaking benjamin

17. What is your hobby/interest ?
Lollipop-Framing hanley

18. What do you think of your friends ?
bottom of a bottle-smile empty soul

19. What's the worst thing that could happen ?
Cole(but im still here)-evan's blue

20. How will you die ?
Paralyzer-finger eleven

21. What is the one thing you regret ?
Let it go-escape the fate

22. What makes you laugh?
Another way to die-disturbed

23. What makes you cry?
Behind the mask-escape the fate

24. Will you ever get married ?
under my skin-skillet

25. What scares you the most ?
dance with the devil-breaking benjamin

26. Does anyone like you ?
broken heart-skillet

27. If you could go back in time, what would you change ?
crawl back in-dead by sunrise

28. What hurts right now ?
comatose-skillet

29. What will you post this as ?
Bring me Down-Pillar

I'm afraid of 9 out of 72 common fears

Stolen from lyndy05.

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[X] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[X] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[X] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[X] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[X] clowns (my worst fear!)
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm Afraid of _ Out of 72 Common Fears".

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars

I got 9. I'm fearless.