- Created By stinamuffin
what can I say? I know I haven't been on.
There's so many other things I do now, college is starting soon, I have like 3 MMORPGS i play, ive been writing stories, or trying to at least, along with trying to start a blog and a professional online portfolio for potential employers.
Oh, and I got my heart broken too. Yeah, that made me not want to do ANYTHING. When a guy you've been with for 3 years cheats on you, more than once, you get depressed. After loving someone so much and being with them for so long, you jsut feel...lost without them. And weak, pathetic, an emotional wreck.
Over a month and the wounds are still as fresh as the day it happened.
Hopefully I can get my creativity back and do things instead of being a vegetable. Yeah, I hope so.
God, where do I start?
So, life has been, decent, to say the least. I'm still on summer break from college and I'll be going to a new school come fall quarter. Although I still have a bunch of stuff to do with that, which also reminds me that I need to email said college with questions...
Uhm, I took a nice week vacation a few weeks ago. After that was when life seemed to look down. Me and my boyfriend had some problems and we've been trying to get through some stuff lately and my mood lately has been depressed. Horribly. I'm actually doing a lot better now. I'm glad I am because I don't feel like doing anything when I'm depressed, much less getting up in the morning. It sucks.
And then, to top all of it off, the screen of my laptop got broken by a certain little girl that i gave birth to and that was just the cherry on top of the horrible depression filled weeks.
Luckily, my boyfriend had a spare monitor that i could plug into my laptop. it's a DINOSAUR monitor but it works. Annd he's currently trying to help me find a new screen for cheap, so hopefully it will get fixed soon.
Anyway, that's pretty much the rundown. Expect to see a bit more from me, hopefully. I think I need to schedule myself because I'm on so many websites now that I miss some, like this one.
AND DID YOU KNOW THEY BROUGHT THE 90'S CARTOONS BACK!? NOSTALGIAISM!!
I'm (again) SOOO SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN ON
I had hit a bit of a crisis
school work takes up a lot of my time and then there's family stuff and boyfriend stuff and stuff stuff stuff, oh and stuff too.
and then i hit a HUMONGOUS art block, like i literally couldn't draw ANYTHING
everytime i wanted to draw something (un school related) i drew a blank, it was like all my artistic ability flew away. I had no inspiration and i just felt like i wasn't good enough, i doubted myself, a lot.
BUT NOW, MY ARTISTIC ABILITY IS BACK AND I'M ON A ROLL
i got a bunch of new ideas in my head and got a few on paper, even a few i've started working on.
i actually have one open right now, lineart done, gonna color and post hopefully by tonight.
STINAMUFFIN IS MAKING HER COMEBACK BABY
im so happy though, i've been almost non stop drawing for a whole day, i just wanna cry big fat tears of JOY. this is what i love doing.
anyway, laters, i'm hoping i can come here more often
and don't forget to follow my DeviantArt if you love me 8D
Okso, here is my "whenever the hell i remember to do it and am not being lazy"LY post.
Although I should be going to bed since it is 11 pm and i have to be up sooper early, but eh.
Sooo, I'm gonna be transferring schools after my new quarter is finished for various reasons. Main reason would be, the reason for many many things in this country, is money. Gas is WAY TOO FLIPPIN MUCH MAN. We pay an average of 400 or more dollars a month for me to get to school 2 DAYS A WEEK. JESUS.
We just CANNOT do it any longer. I LOVE Ai, but everything will be so much easier when I transfer. I mean, it's a community college, but it will be easier on not just me but mi padre and my aunt and my daughter and etc etc.
There are a list of advantages to my transfer:
1. Gas money is cut BY A LOT
2. Commute time is cut by an hour or 45 minutes.
3. Tuition is cut in half.
4. I can go more then 2 days a week, and space my classes out during said week.
5. I won't be so damn scared to get my license, cuz off all the rush hour traffic and freeways and shit to get to Ai
6. Babysitter will have my kid for less time in a day.
7. the college is in town, SO I KNOW WHERE THE FUCK I AM AND WHERE EVERYTHING IS
and other stuff i probably can't think of now but eh.
Anyway, I'm finishing out this quarter at Ai because of financial stuff. If i drop Ai now then i have to pay for the class im taking now, and there is no way in hell im paying that shit.
so i got a little while before the transfer.
IN OTHER NEWS,
I finished this huge drawing for my drawing class just about an hour ago, and it looks pretty dope, I guess. It's a pinecone...repeated 5 times in different sizes and junk.
Which reminds me that i haven't done my thing for my image manipulation class...crap. and i need to sleep... CRAAAAP
oh and STUMBLEUPON.COM IS SO EFFING ADDICTING. I was on it ALL last night, srsly. and my favorites list jumped by about 100 in a manner of 5 hours.
I LOVE TO CLICKEY TEH BUTTON! JUST ONE MORE CLICK MA! one..more...click..
Anywayz, i must go work on mah homework now. Laters =3
then comment and tell me what it was =D
Mines was a chair =3 how convenient