6 weeks until Christmas!

So I went on a Christmas shopping spree today. I have half brought for everyone now. But peeved off with a work Colleague who keeps wanting me to swap days with her so that she gets my hours, for her crappy ones. I am all for it, if it wasn't running up to Christmas and I wasn't saving up for a bloodu house. Trying to explain something like that to a lazy fuck like gerself, is like watching paint peel after a bad smell though. It's bloody annoying and there is fuck all to do wiyh it. Other than keep saying no, which makes me want to throttle the idiot!

Anyway, other than that I have some gift idea's for everyone. I just need to go to the city though. And I have in my head what I wish to get Mark. I just need to put the finishing touches on his engagement ring and we're ready hehe.

So I guess things are looking up.

Watch this space. :D x

6 weeks until Christmas!

So I went on a Christmas shopping spree today. I have half brought for everyone now. But peeved off with a work Colleague who keeps wanting me to swap days with her so that she gets my hours, for her crappy ones. I am all for it, if it wasn't running up to Christmas and I wasn't saving up for a bloodu house. Trying to explain something like that to a lazy fuck like gerself, is like watching paint peel after a bad smell though. It's bloody annoying and there is fuck all to do wiyh it. Other than keep saying no, which makes me want to throttle the idiot!

Anyway, other than that I have some gift idea's for everyone. I just need to go to the city though. And I have in my head what I wish to get Mark. I just need to put the finishing touches on his engagement ring and we're ready hehe.

So I guess things are looking up.

Watch this space. :D x

good news and bad

The good news is, Mark and I have started to save up for a mortgage and even though we have already visited the Mortgage Advisor, now that I have my contract and actually know what I do work etc now, we will be going for a second appointment with our advisor to see how much we can actually aford to borrow for our first house. We also wish to go view some properties soon and both of us are doing well at our jobs. Our managers extremely happy with us.

Bad news, a bitch at work stole from me, deleted all of my texts in my phone and then went and took my Marks engagement ring I have brought him out of the foam from it's box. I know exactly who it was the stupid cow. She really did decide to mess with the wrong woman this time. I've already told my manager and I will be getting the bitch face fired if it's the last thing I do.

no fucker messes with me. I mean come on... don't idiots ever learn? Don't mess with a nice lady because payback and Karma is a bitch.

I will keep you all posted on this shizz.

watch this space my gorgeous lovely's ;) x

Alienated on this Alien planet!

Have you ever felt you don't belong in the family you were born into? I constantly do.

My sister is the meggar bitch who can't help but shout spiteful and snide comments. Thing is I'm not the kind of person who will role over and take that shit and the biggest joke is she can't take what shit she throws out when it's thrown right back at her. Makes me laugh. Stupid cow.

my brother is a bigger alien and more obnoxious than I am and my mum is only happy when things go her way. If I'm upset or have an argument or have a bad day at work she tends to make my situation about her. I still don't know how!!... and my dad is a love lost puppy who follows my mum around with his tail between his facking legs. What's funnier is they are always moaning about Mark but nice as pie to his face. And then they suddenly surprised that I yell at them and protect him from them when they do it. They say Mark has changed me? No I'm learning how to respect myself in rl and learning my rights. I maybe a Alien and Alienated from my family. But outside of my family... I have loved ones and ny perfect man who know me and love me for who I am.

so I'm at the mercy of my family for two days without my Fiancé. It only took an hour this time today tostart on me. II'm so pissed off and upset. I wish Mark was here :'( oh well

call me your real life Rapunzel.

Thank you. *sigh and weep to myself*

Laters all x

My Birthday

So it's my birthday tomorrow, but for once I'm not excited for it. I mean it feels like another day. I've only had one day off all week and my mum will be at work. So Mark and I are going to go visit her, but I won't get to see them for at least 5 hours before the evening starts and even then my mum said she was to busy to do anything. Oh well, at least I have Mark. That will make me happy. But I won't see him the 22nd as he's going home to look after his own mum as she's badly injured atm.

Oh well. At least I can make my own fun with my man for my day and hopefully we're going to Nottingham on the 23rd and then Marks birthday on the 25th. :D x

and at least I have a well deserved week off for both of our birthdays. And that's the thing I'm more excited for.

What can I say? I'm turning 28... I guess it's true what they you get older and you lose all enthusiasm.

though I also have a sneaky suspision that it maybe because I've over this week and I am just over exhausted.

nevermind lol x