I groaned when my mom turned Josh Groban on then, stepped into the shower. "So she dances" came echoeing down the hall. I got so tired of this stuff. I didn't have a lover,, I didn't even have an interest in one, it had been months since anyone had so much as held my hand. I feel like listening to his mush, much lest dancing. i couldn't turn it off though, it was moms sterio.
I went to the living room, where my sister was on youtube, watching AMVs. At first I was excited, but then I heard the song, "It's a lot like, Romeo and Juliet, it feels like, somethings happening to me."
I gave a cranky harumph, but its was her computer time, so I stopped off to my room, and set the playlist on my computer to random. "I remember when, we used to laugh, about nothing at all, it was better than going mad..." my computer sang. I wanted to hit the thing. I wanted to scream and smash something. But I couldn't. I reached toward the knob on my speakers, but I couldn't touch them. I threw myself down on the bed I cried.
After all this time, I still remember him. I remembered his lips on my neck, his breath in my ear, his smile when I joked, his assurances that I was pretty, and all the times I had gotten discouraged and he had told me to chase my dreams no matter what. It was over. I didn't want him back, he would never have made a good husband, but why couldn't I stop remembering. Why couldn't things have stayed innocent forever?
Then the song changed. "Cuz I'm so sick of love songs, so sick of tears... cuz I'm so sick of love songs, so sad and slow, then why can't I turn of the radio?" I sat up on the bed, faced the window and whispered. "Because I miss you."
-Inspired by "So Sick". I'm not sure who the artist is. If I have time to look it up, I'll post it.-
Other songs in the piece "So She Dances" by Josh Groban, "Romeo and Juliet" - by toybox (I think), and "Those Nights" by Skillet
