What Happened !!

so yes .... i haven't been around for the past month..
having really bad family problems [the guy for whom my dad worked is trying to make my dad go to jail just because he didn't like my dad ..so he charged my dad with false implication - stealing money at gun point...my dad was in army for 30 yrs and just when he retired he got this job and now he has to go through all this.......and its just getting worse.]..
and because of this i haven't been able to focus on anything art, drawing or anything.
and today im going to a interview for a job that i don't know if i would like or not....and i cant even put a fake smile on my face!!
i don't know how this all is going to end up

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