So, in response to the breakup, Brandon flipped $h!t and ended up acting like the childish fool he really is, deep down. And sometimes not so deep down lol. Kaylee decided to continue talking to him even after all of the crap he talked about me. I'm her best friend-and she's mine. You would think she would have my back, not his. Even just letting him talk crap about me is not having my back, especially if she didn't stand up to him and confront him about it. He then decided to tell her that I was calling her names and that she's always playing the victim when in fact, those were HIS words, not mine. She said she didn't believe them so at least that's a plus. After I confronted her about talking to him, she blew me off about 2 different times about it until later she decided that if it meant causing a riff between us, she'd stop talking to him. He bugged out and was acting like a dick over it-like the dramatic child he can be. The next morning she texted me to tell me that Brandon was giving her boyfriend a ride to see her (she hasn't officially met him yet) and didn't really know what to do or something like that. Of course, that would be a really crappy thing of her to do. After she said she wasn't going to talk to Brandon. Letting him do that, letting him be a part of their first meeting, that's full on involving him, not just talking to him. That's straight up backstabbing right there whether or not I know about it. So when I was against it, I ended up being the "bad one", I ended up being at fault. How? Who knows. I made it clear to her that it was her choice, I'm not making it for her but I'm not okay with it at all. We worked it out but only for her to tell her mom and then her mom goes and says "who needs best friends when you have friends like her". Hm. That's nice. Last time I checked, it's a very crappy thing to go on and hang out with Brandon, regardless of who else was there and who it was. Yet of course, like 95% of the time, it's my, because god forbid I actually have feelings. I made it clear to her that I'm not mad at her, and I'm not. I'm just pissed off at this whole entire situation completely because Brandon screwed it up and ran his mouth, filling heads with lies trying to make himself look better-like always. I just have this deep hatred of this whole thing. And for it to get pushed on me, maybe it's not by Kaylee, but other people, it's twisted. I mean, what does friendship mean to people anymore? Yeah, I get that friends do things for each other, but not when it involves exes who screwed you over in the end. I don't care who the person is, I would NEVER let them talk about her the way she lets some people talk about me. Ever.

I have a lot of frustrations and I have no idea what to do with them. v_v