I Hate That Smile That I Love

Dammit!My one friend, my door to my soul. The one who always tried to hide in that smile. That smile... It pissed me off. Always trying to pretend that it's okay, when it's so far from. And now... Will he live? I stand here and find myself able to do nothing but stare. To see him in such an unnatural sleep... His smile drops, but it's strange to see him without it. When I'm no longer the only one that can see into his soul... I get jealous. Why is he showing the one thing he kept hidden for so long? Now I'm starting to realize... I love that smile, as fake as it is. It better come back.

Oh!He's awake! But... no! He's not allowed to leave me yet, dammit! Even if I have to make a deal with that witch. We already lost the boy, and we don't need another down... That's what I would like to say. The truth is... he was my first true friend, possibly my first love. I'll do what it takes to get him back. Whatever it takes...

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