@xNotUnderstood:

Yeah. Do you still think of me as a friend?

@xNotUnderstood:

I don't think it's all cruelty. In some cases, racism is just being close-minded. Like my Dad. I'm not saying I believe people are naturally more nice than they are cruel, but I don't believe it's fact.
The cold makes your skin bleed? It sure makes mine burn and get dry, so it doesn't surprise me. Man, what if you itch too much in one spot? You have to scratch it. :/ I'm really sorry you have to deal with that.

@Morbid Dollie:

Wars, battles, Racism, half the stuff we have is because of cruelty.
I dont think many do have it, i know next to none other then myself. I bleed often when winter comes, because its killer on me, hurts a lot. Other then that no, unless i scratch which im not suppose to do...Why i have scars on my scalp

@XkeyofdestinyX:

everyone one can, its weather or not you accept it

@xNotUnderstood:

That's not really "proof" that cruelty comes more naturally.
Oh. I've never heard of it before, until I met you. So, do you start bleeding often? I'm sorry if talking about this bothers you, since I know you hate having it.

@xNotUnderstood:

I can be blunt to.

@Morbid Dollie:

Holocaust, Natural unexplained human cruelty.
Rare i dont think so, just not really classified. usually we just say Psoriasis

@xNotUnderstood:

No, I don't think it really can.
Oh. So your skin condition is pretty rare?

@XkeyofdestinyX:

Most people dont have a problem. You should see me in my honors art two class. Blunt as a MoFo

@Morbid Dollie:

but it can be proven.
I was neutral the whole time. She did. No they did not, on our health forms they dont list what I have in any classification. So one of my teachers was worried about me and asked the nurse to see what i had.

@xNotUnderstood:

I'm ok with people being blunt and all. I'ts not a problem to me

@xNotUnderstood:

That's not a fact.
Man, I'd actually get pretty mad over that. Did the nurse think you had ringworm??? Don't they know about your skin condition?

@Morbid Dollie:

No, but cruelty comes more naturally.
Its omigosh horrible! Everyone freakin out because I'm bleeding, ugh! had to see the nurse, thought I had ringworm -___-

@xNotUnderstood:

No one is naturally mean either.
I'm so sorry :/ That must be really tough :'(

@XkeyofdestinyX:

You can still start new, but i probably shouldn't be apart. I dont want to start anything between you, or anyone else. I have been getting a bit more blunt and cruel lately

@Morbid Dollie:

same with being an asshole. No one is naturally nice.
It sucks! Omigosh, my head and forehead bled the other day because of this during school UGH!

@xNotUnderstood:

It is hard, I hate to know what things where like, and now. But I wanna move on, and start new.

@xNotUnderstood:

I think everyone can be a stubborn jackass sometimes.
......I know. I'm sorry you have to deal with what you do now anyways. :/

@Morbid Dollie:

Hmm, i find myself a stubborn jackass at times....I'm lovely
Thanks, but it wont happen for a couple of years more then less, so im stuck suffering from inflaming and bleeding!

@xNotUnderstood:

Being stubborn is good though, in my opinion~
That's good. If you do go through with it, I wish you the best then :)

@XkeyofdestinyX:

Im sorry to hear all of that, i truly am. But im not a person to go back to my past, I feel as if things might start up again. Sometimes I feel sudden regret when I talk with you guys, it hurts.

@Morbid Dollie:

Stubborn as always, not a changed fact about me.
Nope, my doctor said it hasnt given any affects

@xNotUnderstood:

I'm over it, I moved on, and is ready to have you in my life. It's history. I don't want drama, I've had enough in one year, last year was drama over and over. I lost my home, three of my pets, even more of my family hates eachother, two of my best friends don't care for eachother, I don't need to lose you too

@xNotUnderstood:

I can't convince you, so there's no point in trying.
So the shot hasn't really given anyone cancer?

@XkeyofdestinyX:

Well with the stuff that happened, I doubt I could patch things completely. I dont want that drama again, might make me crack.

@xNotUnderstood:

Not really. No more then you.

@XkeyofdestinyX:

I felt the same, but you got the others. They can be there for ya more then I could.

@xNotUnderstood:

You were one of my closest friends, we used to always be there, I don't want to lose, it sucks

@Morbid Dollie:

heh, i dont think so.
I dont think i will be making it worse. I have chosen the shot, its risks have yet to happen in others, so i have more faith in it. But hey, I rather have something like someone else and relate to them then be someone who has yet to meet another with the same condition

@xNotUnderstood:

It won't happen in 15 years. The next 2 years or so.
Really? Because cancer will surely make your life much more difficult than that condition will. I mean, it's not 100% you'll get it, but you'd only be increasing your chances. I think everyone runs the risk of getting a cancer of sorts and you'll only make yours higher D:

@Morbid Dollie:

I doubt but life moves slowly, something could happen in like 15 years later.
...To me, kinda. Having those risks and having them curable is worth trying to get rid of my skin problem. I have had it for 10 years, it has made my life so difficult, i want it gone

@XkeyofdestinyX:

Hmm, yeah, but sometimes when you try to go against, makes it worse

@xNotUnderstood:

It will, trust me. You're gonna have guys all over you and checking you out sooner than you realize. It's part of life for us girls. xD
Er......so, do you honestly feel fixing your condition is worth cancer??

@xNotUnderstood:

Only if we make it, and I won't be willing to make it either

@Morbid Dollie:

I know, but i dont think it will happen any time soon.
Yep both treatments I was offered can give me cancer. The light will give me without a doubt, skin cancer. The shot has theoretical risks though, Lymphoma, blood cancer, weaking of my immune system. So yeah cancer in both.

@XkeyofdestinyX:

some things were meant that way

@xNotUnderstood:

I've never been called pretty either and it doesn't bother me. Again, you're still VERY young. Guys and girls will come around in the next year or so.
Wait. The treatment to fix that can give you cancer?

@xNotUnderstood:

I don't see how it's better, when we both miss out on a good friend.

@XkeyofdestinyX:

well its better this way. I chose to not try and fix things, i chose to disbanned myself

@xNotUnderstood:

It shouldn't have to be this way..

@Morbid Dollie:

That i know, but I have never truely been told Im pretty. Most do it because thats just what it calls for.
I know, but it would constantly worry them that I might have a form of cancer and then die

@xNotUnderstood:

To some people, no you're not attractive. And to others, you are. That's how everyone is though. It is a matter of opinion.
When you move out, their approval shouldn't matter since it is your life~

@XkeyofdestinyX:

I'm sorry, I dont think we could be that tight again. me to none of you, You all to each other, its better that way.

to most its annoying

@xNotUnderstood:

I wish we were as tight as we used to be, I miss you.

And being stubborn is a good trait to me

@XkeyofdestinyX:

Hmmm, no not really. I have been told and have known, im not pretty in any shape or form.

Note, Im very much as stubborn as I was when we were good friends. That has not changed

@xNotUnderstood:

This is just your opoion. And regardless of how you feel many people think your pretty inside and out

@Morbid Dollie:

I never really say Ugly, i dont call myself that. Just unattractive in a way.
Well yeah, i know no parent would let their child get a treatment that could kill them, but either way my parents wouldnt approve even if i moved out

@XkeyofdestinyX:

Actually, nothing about me is pretty. I'm not pretty on the outside, or the inside. I can be a cruel ugly person with my attitude and comments, and I have my skin problem thus making my looks different. I've been told the same thing over and over again just reworded, so i dont believe it anymore

@xNotUnderstood:

Well, since you can't prove this to be true, or a real fact, then you can't really believe that it's "fact" you're ugly, right?
You're still very young, you don't need to worry about things like that. I wouldn't let my children get any sort of treatment until they're moved out. You're 15, right? You'll be moved out sooner than you realize.

@Morbid Dollie:

I know all that, but to me, its still reality. I am a very realistic person, I dont really believe in something that i cant prove true or real. The only way I can get rid of this, is the treatments i have been offered but my parents wont let me do it. So I'm stuck with this for as long as I live until i move out.

Ok, sweetie just cause your skin isn't perfect doesn't mean your not pretty! there is more then the skin to be pretty. I think your very pretty, and even if I saw the skin, I wouldn't change my mind. The people who doesn't think your pretty cause of the skin, aren't worth your time. You need to not worry about it, and really look at yourself and see your real beauty.

@xNotUnderstood:

You use the word "fact", when this is a debate of opinions. Rather you're pretty or not, will always be a debate of opinions. There is no "fact" in the beauty of anyone. You need to stop hating yourself just because of your condition. There are plenty of people out there with conditions worse and "uglier" than yours and they're still beautiful.

@Morbid Dollie:

well to me i think I'm stupid for thinking I can be pretty.
I have been told that, but I know for a fact that I cant be pretty with my condition. I dont wear sleeveless, I dont wear backless, and i dont show cleavage much either. If i could, i would so take a picture of my arms and torso just for everyone to see

You're stupid for thinking you're not xD
It's a matter of opinion. We're all pretty and beautiful in our own way. Even with your skin condition, you are. We all have our "flaws", it makes us human.