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My third entry for JanetChan's challenge; my yujin, my [CHINGU.]

This one should have been submitted yesterday, but due to technical issues, I had to delay this for the next day. After this one, I have just one more to send in, so look forward to it tomorrow!

(I know you probably don't know who Gumi is and I was going to make this for Nicki, but since she left I didn't know what else to do with this, lol. I was going to make you a different one, but then I looked at it and thought that she looked a bit like Yuno so I thought to make it for you instead. xD)

I'd like to dedicate this to Will. I know we've only known each other for what it seems like a year now (I think), since we met last year. I know we didn't really exactly meet on good terms before from an unfortunate situation, and I got a wrong idea of who you were since the things that've happened before. I still haven't really forgiven myself for it, and I just want to keep apologizing many times over. I know it wasn't my fault or anything and I understood a good deal of what was going on, it's just that the whole mishap blinded me to who you really were. I know it's all waaaaaaaaaaaaay in the past and I'm sorry for bringing it up, but I still can't help but feel really bad.

As I've gotten to know you alot better, you are a very mature person, much more than you let on and I can see that. You know alot of things, and somethings that even I don't know. I feel like I can learn so much from you, whether it's about life and love or the little things. I feel like I can have a nice good serious conversation with you and you would take me seriously. I feel like I can go to you with anything. You give out really good advice and I take it to heart. You are the kindest guy I have ever come across, not to mention strong. You acknowledge the way things are and you accept them, and you don't judge. You have alot of good opinions on things and I like listening to them. When I'm around you, I feel like I can't be sad or upset. You have this way of making me smile and laugh. I know before you said that you don't tend to smile or laugh as often since you're much more used to making others happy and I can understand that. I want to do the same for you in hopes that I can make you happy too. You drown out the bad feelings with rays of sunshine. I know you know that life isn't easy, but you make it seem alot better than what it is. I know you want to be happy and you try your very best to keep yourself smiling and in a good mood. I know life is too short to let your negative emotions get the better of you, and that's the motto that you stick with. As long as you make others happy, you will make yourself happy as well.

When I can tell that I've made you smile a little bit or even laugh or chuckle, like the card says, I feel like it's a very special treasure that I have found from you, and I feel like I've opened a good door for you, in hopes that it brings you alot of relief and maybe even a little bit of freedom from the inner burdens that you carry. I want to let you know that you can always come to me for anything at all, and I will try to alleviate those burdens that you carry. I want to make you smile, just as wide as you have made me.

I'm very glad I've gotten to know you so much better thoughout the year. You've grown to be very special to me and you found a way into my heart. I've never quite come across a guy like you. You're so much more than meets the eye and you're a wonderful and very interesting person. I hope to know even more about you and I hope we'll always stay close forever. Never forget who you are and what you've done. Always keep smiling and stay as strong as you always have! ♥