Purpose isn't always easy to see, sometimes it even seems absent but it's always there. Each person has to find out what that is on their own. There aren't any short cuts or tips on how to find it because it varies on an individual basis. Just because you can't see it now doesn't mean you don't have any purpose. As for your comment about everyone doing things better, that's not true. Every person brings something different to the table and it doesn't have to be something big and amazing, it could be something small too.
Your dream is interesting to me and I'm very glad you haven't ended your life. I wouldn't look at it as something is keeping you at bay but more like your mind is showing you that you bring life and color to the world. Your mind is showing you that you are important that's why your feeling about it grew stronger with time. It sound like your struggling with yourself. You want to be yourself and happy, but afraid to do so because of negative people? I'm glad you're still here talking to me and I'm glad you're dream kept you here. We can always see what makes us special or important, but everyone has a place and a purpose. One day I hope you can see yours ^^
See? You shouldn't feel alone. With rights being protected by the supreme court, people will follow. As far as feeling disconnected and like your past is gone, I'm not sure I understand. What can say is even if you feel lonely or afraid you have allies. Even if you feel detached you still have meaning. Your life means something, what that is I can't say. It's something one has to discover themselves, but I can say with confidence that I'm glad I met you. We've only just met and you shared something deeply personal with me. You expressed your fears and sorrows. That, takes tremendous courage. I admire you from that sweetie, I really do. If you can share this with me, I know you can take whatever life throws your way.
Don't think that way...chances of that are very slim. Rights are being protected as we speak, there are more allies than enemies I assure you. Don't loose hope D=
Prism sweetie, there nothing wrong about that. I think you're brave for telling me and I'm sorry for the late reply, I'm cooking and cleaning. I think if you're happy with the change and it makes you feel more like yourself, then do it ^^ you shouldn't feel weird or sad about it. You have everything to live for. You should look forward to being the you that you want to be. You aren't alone sweetie, and you shouldn't let others get you down. The only opinion that matters in the end is yours ^^
Aww that's too bad. They are very affectionate little guys. They also like shiny things for some reason??? The foxes around the house would bring me stuff that was shiny like old cans, soda tabs, pennies you name it, they brought it. I kinda miss it now, I live in a different state and in the city now lol
Thanks so much ^^ I'm glad you like it. I actually restarted my character recently and fell in love with the medals I got from my first event. It also helped me stay interested when guild master Asta invited me to black rose because they're super active. I've always got omega bosses to fight and I'm Rollin in materials for once in my life. The games going beautifully with my new guild. I can understand why you stopped though. All in all, I had fun drawing this one.
This is a lovely draw dear. Unfortunately I stopped playing kh unchained x because it got too boring and repepitive, for me at least. But I love kingdom hearts and this is beautiful
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 03/11/17 | Reply
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Purpose isn't always easy to see, sometimes it even seems absent but it's always there. Each person has to find out what that is on their own. There aren't any short cuts or tips on how to find it because it varies on an individual basis. Just because you can't see it now doesn't mean you don't have any purpose. As for your comment about everyone doing things better, that's not true. Every person brings something different to the table and it doesn't have to be something big and amazing, it could be something small too.
Your dream is interesting to me and I'm very glad you haven't ended your life. I wouldn't look at it as something is keeping you at bay but more like your mind is showing you that you bring life and color to the world. Your mind is showing you that you are important that's why your feeling about it grew stronger with time. It sound like your struggling with yourself. You want to be yourself and happy, but afraid to do so because of negative people? I'm glad you're still here talking to me and I'm glad you're dream kept you here. We can always see what makes us special or important, but everyone has a place and a purpose. One day I hope you can see yours ^^
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 03/10/17 | Reply
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See? You shouldn't feel alone. With rights being protected by the supreme court, people will follow. As far as feeling disconnected and like your past is gone, I'm not sure I understand. What can say is even if you feel lonely or afraid you have allies. Even if you feel detached you still have meaning. Your life means something, what that is I can't say. It's something one has to discover themselves, but I can say with confidence that I'm glad I met you. We've only just met and you shared something deeply personal with me. You expressed your fears and sorrows. That, takes tremendous courage. I admire you from that sweetie, I really do. If you can share this with me, I know you can take whatever life throws your way.
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 03/09/17 | Reply
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Don't think that way...chances of that are very slim. Rights are being protected as we speak, there are more allies than enemies I assure you. Don't loose hope D=
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 03/09/17 | Reply
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Prism sweetie, there nothing wrong about that. I think you're brave for telling me and I'm sorry for the late reply, I'm cooking and cleaning. I think if you're happy with the change and it makes you feel more like yourself, then do it ^^ you shouldn't feel weird or sad about it. You have everything to live for. You should look forward to being the you that you want to be. You aren't alone sweetie, and you shouldn't let others get you down. The only opinion that matters in the end is yours ^^
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 03/09/17 | Reply
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Aww what makes you say that?
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 03/09/17 | Reply
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Lol I'm a huggy person too my husband calls me a leech xD
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 03/09/17 | Reply
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Aww that's too bad. They are very affectionate little guys. They also like shiny things for some reason??? The foxes around the house would bring me stuff that was shiny like old cans, soda tabs, pennies you name it, they brought it. I kinda miss it now, I live in a different state and in the city now lol
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 03/07/17 | Reply
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That's a pretty accurate description of a Fox lol we used to have a few around m grandparents house that played with the cats
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 03/06/17 | Reply
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Thank you ^^ I've always loved this union. Foxes are such lovely creatures
Usagi
cronaandsoul
Otakuite+ | Posted 01/19/17 | Reply
@SmallxLady:
yes i do
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 01/19/17 | Reply
@cronaandsoul:
Awesome! Do you have a guild yet?
Usagi
cronaandsoul
Otakuite+ | Posted 01/18/17 | Reply
i am in the same faction as you ^~^
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 01/06/17 | Reply
@nikkeh09:
Thank you so much ^^ I had fun drawing it too
Usagi
nikkeh09
~Nikkeh~ (Grand Otaku) | Posted 01/05/17 | Reply
I'm really diggin this! You did such a nice job (:
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 01/03/17 | Reply
@Rainbow Dragon:
Thanks so much ^^ I'm glad you like it. I actually restarted my character recently and fell in love with the medals I got from my first event. It also helped me stay interested when guild master Asta invited me to black rose because they're super active. I've always got omega bosses to fight and I'm Rollin in materials for once in my life. The games going beautifully with my new guild. I can understand why you stopped though. All in all, I had fun drawing this one.
Usagi
Rainbow Dragon
☠Eastsider✰Pirate☠ (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/03/17 | Reply
This is a lovely draw dear. Unfortunately I stopped playing kh unchained x because it got too boring and repepitive, for me at least. But I love kingdom hearts and this is beautiful