*sob* I told you guys that Keira's darkest secret was sad...I'll tell you the story... As you know Keira had three pups: Nuka, Tito, Kita...What you didn't know was that there was actually 6 pups born...Sadly...Keira had three still borns...A black one (Pharoah), a red one (Isis), and a grey one (Namun). It tears her apart- seeing each birthday pass and secretly knowing what could have been, what should have been...Thats why she's so protective of her three pups because they lived...That why she hates any who would harm a pup in anyway... The words didn't show -_-' They're lyrics from I Grieve by Peter Gabriel. Here they are: It was only one hour ago. It was all so different and nothing yet has really sunk in, Looks like it always did. This flesh and bone. Its just the way that we are tied in but theres no-one home. I grieve for you, You leave me. So hard to move on, Still loving whats gone. Still life carries on. Carries on and on and on and on. The news that truly shocks is the empty empty page. While the final rattle rocks its empty, empty cage. And I cant handle this, I grieve for you. You leave me. Let it out and move on, Missing whats gone. Still life carries on. Still life carries on and on and on. Life carries on In the people I meet, In everyone thats out on the street, In all the dogs and cats, In the flies and rats, In the rot and the rust, In the ashes and the dust, Life carries on and on and on and on. Life carries on and on and on. Its just the car that we ride in. The home we reside in, The face that we hide in, The way we are tied in, As life carries on and on and on and on. Life carries on and on and on. Did I dream theres belief? Or did I believe this dream? Now I will find relief, I grieve!