I was just reading for a bit... it was a fan fiction...and I know it sounds completely lame, but it reminded me of some of the the stuff that's happened in my past. It's been a little over a year since my sister was in a car accident and went into a coma. My Friend Carl died this year of heart complications. My Aunt also died this year. My grandmother died last year. A few years back another friend died, Jackie. Sometimes I really feel like I haven't done enough for the people around me. There are so many thing I wish I could've said to the people I love, but I've never been a very open person. And mabye if I had just said that one other thing, would it have changed the outcome? Could I really have saved someone by caring? I really dont like to think of all the bad in my life, but if I don't think about it once in awhile, how would I honor the memory of those close to me? I know it's really dumb to make a frickin' fan art to express it, but it's really only the best I can do. It's about five in the morning now, I should really sleep, so I'm gonna try...