D: please dont hate me! especially britty, becki, clozi,verbi,kay,and jaque. really! even tho i try to hide it, im so worried about everything u gais will say to me! im so worried that if i do something, u gais would all of a sudden hate me. im afraid that some day u gaiz will be ashamed to call me ur friend, and that just really scares me inside! i love u gaiz all, and u really are dear to me! yah, i try to make it seem like my self-esteem can't be destroyed, but it really does get destroyed if someone that i hold so dear to me just doesnt like me, it just makes me want to cry. and its worse ovur the internet, where there may never be a 'next time' and the person i hold dear could be living thousands of miles away, and ill never get to meet up with them and appologize, i really do take whut u gaiz say to heart...and it really does kill me when i post about my day on my world and i dont get ne comments because tehn i think 'wow, i must have offended someone' and i get even more scared because of what u gaiz dont say! im so afriad of people not even caring enough to say 'wow, ur such a conceited bitch, u kno that?' i would actual at least like to kno that osmeone cares enough about me just to say that to me. so this is dedicated to everyone, because really, im so afraid that everyone hates me, just like mari says, almost everyone's a fake. bai now? comments appreciated, btw...