“Why are you so sad?” The wind whispered in my ear. “Because I am lonely.” I said, My hood shielding my eyes from the rain that beat upon the cement ground in-between the ally ways.

“But why? You were just surrounded by friends, who loved and cared about you. Why do you have a reason to be sad?” the wind questioned me actions. The wind blew so hard as I walked out of the ally way, I could hear it loud and clear. “The person I wanted to be with is gone…. Forever!” I cried.

No one on the streets seemed to notice my pain. They looked on as though I was a small insect. That they wouldn’t even have moved from stepping on even if they had seen it.

“But that was just one! There were many who wished for you to feel better back in that room.” The wind blew even harder, as though telling my that I was wrong, that I was loved. “But it wasn’t *Him*!” I said, the tears streamed down my face. “I want HIM!”

“The others just wanted to see you smile, they tried to hard to make you happy, didn’t you see that?” I had noticed what they were ‘trying’ to do. “Your not forgotten.”
“I wish I was…..” I said, wiping the tears from my eyes.

“All they said was ‘It’s alright,’ and ‘It’s okay.’ Well, Its not alright! And its not okay!” I Cried. No one even looked at me as I passed them by. “I know its not. But you are. You can come through this,” the wind said. It stopped blowing so hard, as though comforting me.

“You can.” I didn’t want to be told how to do this, I just wanted to be sad, and get everything I was feeling inside out. “I’m fine,” I said, trying to get the wind off my back. “It’s okay to be sad.”
“Yeah, yeah…. ‘its okay’. what is with you people and that!” I said, I was feeling more alone then ever.

I was now entering the park that I had been to a million times with him. I looked through the rain. The sun was setting over the trees, making a rainbow through the still falling rain. It was to bright and so pretty. I couldn’t hold back my tears.

“Why is this happening to me?!” I screamed through me tears. “It will get better.” The wind said. The wind suddenly stopped, I pulled off my hood. It wasn’t raining anymore. The clouds parted showing a bright yellow sky, with pink highlights.

I marveled at the sight. It looked just as it had when I had met him, he was sitting on a bench. Even though it was covered in water from the rain. I had been crying just as I had now. He called me over, and in no time at all we were talking as though I had known him forever….. Just as I wanted to be with him forever.

The rain had moved on to where the clouds were, making a bigger and brighter rain bow. The wind moved by me again, making the leaves stir around my feet. I smiled. I felt as though he was right there next to me.

The wind blew a little bit longer then just a breeze around my head. “Thank you….” I said to the wind. And with that it was gone. I smiled through my tears. I felt the new, and fresh.

I wasn’t alone. I had people who cared, people who would do anything for me. I would miss him, it would never be the same without him. I loved the memories I shared with him, But it was time to make new ones, with the others I loved. It was time to move on.