{Entry for Keome's FanWord challenge~Fan-girly love letter to a bishie}
Kurama,
It has been 5 years since I have met you. 5 years that I have thought about you every day. You compliment me and complete me. Indeed I see myself in you.
At first what I saw was your red hair and green eyes, traits which my fictional characters from childhood had, and then how you wield a rose for a weapon reminds me of how my characters would make plants grow by singing.
But past the physical attraction, there is more. It doesn't take long to see how smart you are. The wisdom you have gathered through the ages is very admirable. How you can work your way out of sticky situations and use your intuitiveness in battle is like a work of art.
Then there is your personality. You may be dark and cold when you are your Yoko self, but in the journey of your life, you have grown. I admire your human mother very much for teaching you how to love and to be caring. You are so very nice and understanding with those around you.
I feel for you very much, my dear. When I see you hurt, I wish I could be there with bandages. When hard times hit you, I desire to be there by your side to comfort you and help you through it.
If you ever felt like extending your heart to another, do not be afraid. For many years, you have been able to protect your human mother, though her life has been in countless dangers. I have faith that you would be able likewise protect any other that you loved. I'll admit it would make me beyond happy if I were the one you chose to open up to and confide in.
I want the best for you, and for you to be happy. I must accept the fact that you may not feel the same dedication for me as I have towards you. Even though I know you would be a good match for me, you may not think of me being the best for you. And although the rejection would pain me, if you say no to me, I will respect your decision.
Please take care and continue to do your best, the love of my life, my dear Kurama, my beloved Suichi, my darling Yoko.
Yours truely,
Refi-chan
