as i said in the intro, this story takes place in late may of 2008, Myspace....blah blah blah, for starters my name is Chris i live in Illinois, Belinda lives in Maryland....its 12 hours apart, okay i was dating a girl named Krystal....i met Belinda, she was a 15 year old who quoted panic! at the disco and fallout boy nonstop....she also kept a blog sense she was 12...that info is something i just recently learned tho, but it will come into play later....she commented thanks for the add, not something someone would normally respond to, but i did and it started a long string of conversations about anime, video games, love(not between me and her...not yet anyways)
Krystal was an abusive girl i dated...her own brand of stupidity, self mutilation and hurting other...as for me i was always a nerd, but to her i was "the worlds leading expert on the dumbest shit" mean as hell,and of June 1st 2008 my father died of a heart attack, and during the funeral she picked on my little brother...hit him in the face with a ball, everything...we were all too much in shock over my fathers death, that we didn't notice....
in august....i started cheating, i mix if disapproval in Krystal and mourning my fathers death...sleeping with a reformed lesbian named Liz, and the whole time i messaged it all to Belinda, she knew my whole story....almost as it was happening...she was my vent...i talked to her nonstop back then, thinking back. there was only one way this could of turned out, but i was too much of an atheist whore with an abusive girlfriend at the time....willing to do anything to know i was loved, Belinda seemed to think my life was like an episode of "one tree hill"....eh i don't know never watched it...
September, my birthday happened, i invited both Liz and Krystal to my birthday....made them promise not to fight, because on the 9th i told Krystal that i was cheating on her with Liz....not my brightest moment, but i was honest....but while at my birthday, an unexpected turn happened....they made out....i told Belinda about it almost in an instant....she was in disbelief, i was a guy getting more action than a pornstar....and to this day i wonder how i manage to be this attractive, belinda thinks i have pheromones that make women want that, but im so self centered....that i think my convidance is what gets them....i will finish this story later....
continue on with october
