The Feeling of Love

The intruder finally came and both are now tired of all the exercise done. Both lie asleep in the midst of dawn,

"Kurapika I love you so much." the last word the intruder gave before his last full graphical kiss and then finally shut his eyes. He was right next to Kurapika. Kurapika can't help but smile, he has felt more loved than ever before in his entire lonely life.

Morning came.

Kurapika opened his crimson eyes and the sun was shining brightly. He was surprised that he doesn't have anyone with him in bed and he was wearing the same (not ripped) clothes, didn't feel any pain and nothing unusual at all. He seemed sad, he did enjoy it so much. He wonders if it was all a senseless dream and more or less is called *sick wet fantasies*.

Its a shame it was too good to be true and the feeling seems too damn real to be a dream! Blushing Kurapika thought that if he wasn't been hard on Hisoka maybe he could be the one that was with him last night. He took a bath and went downstairs to somewhat feed his empty complaining stomach.

The table was prepared, food was served.

"What on earth!!! W-who prepared this!" he shouted with his face totally surprised.

Maybe it wasn't a dream after all; the intruder must be still in his rest house right now. He rushes to the kitchen but no one was there and he ran to the garden yet still no sign of human life.

He gave up, went back to the dining table and started eating. He finished his breakfast and never thought it was even much better than his cooking. Maybe this was a set up to confuse him, and then suddenly he saw a note sticking out under his plate.

It stated,
"Dear Kurapika,
Thanks for last night it was a nice evening being with you.
I really did enjoy your company, until next time."

He was so surprised by what it meant, is it the erotic night or the unexpected dinner with the eccentric clown?

He searches for the name yet he found none, it was totally a mystery for him. He gets his cell phone and searches for the number of Hisoka.

He called and Hisoka answered,

"Morning, red eyes enjoyed your sleep last night." He greeted happily as if like he was totally innocent and doesn't have any clue why Kurapika just called.

"Don't act dumb, you left a letter and you prepared my breakfast!" Kurapika spoke in a very rash manner.

"Ummm... so?"

"What do you mean so?!" Kurapika hissed.

"That was my way of saying Thank You, Why? You don't like it. Does my cooking taste so bad that its nothing comparable to your cooking skills?" Hisoka replied almost frowning.

Total silence for a while, Kurapika felt a little guilt on his manners.

"It's not like I didn't like what you did, I just want to ask if you were here the entire night?" Kurapika tried to lower down his voice.

"Yes, I admit I didn't go home early and waited for you to fall asleep. So that I can prepare you something special."

"I knew it was *YOU*, it was you who raped me last night when it blacked out!!!" Kurapika gave a snarling sound.

"What the f*** are you talking about; you are accusing me of that crap! Why? Would I rape you? You're a boy for crying out loud! I wouldn't be stupid and crazy enough to have s** with someone younger and naive as YOU!" Hisoka shouted madly trying to defend himself.

"You moron, bastard, idiot!!! I know you have a crush on me, admit it and I might just forget all about that disgusting memory of you last night!" Kurapika now in tears and started to grip his cell phone tight.

"Even if I or someone did rape you, it doesn't matter you won't get pregnant anyway. What's the big deal virgin conscious boy? Don't include me in your hidden desires." Hisoka teased in an evil way.

"Why you senseless A**throat! After I fed you last nights dinner this is what you repay me, your ever green jokes and stupid ways.� Kurapika started to really get ticked off.

Hisoka shuts down his phone, cutting off their wild conversation. Kurapika was very pissed at this that he threw his cell phone hard on the wall that it almost broke, good thing he put some mighty strong nen on it. He was so mad that he cried aloud. All Hisoka said and did was way too painful for him, he could have just admitted it maybe he could have agreed that both of them can stay together. He then tried to convince himself to forget about what happened and move on.

He then suddenly noticed a pair of hands over his shoulder. Kurapika thought it was Leorio because of the familiar male fragrant. With out looking who it was, he just hugged him tight and sobs aloud again.

"Hu uh hu hu, someone just damn made me so angry of his selfish actions, he had no idea how it hurts and how he *means* to me." Kurapika can't stop his mouth from saying his problem. The figure hugged in return and spoke in a mild manner.

"I didn't mean to cause you pain, My love. I always wanted your happiness may it be my death. All I ever did do was to be so selfish; I never wanted to make you cry. I'm so sorry for being so rude on you boy." He said it without any fear of rejection.

Kurapika shook his head and thought,

"It couldn't be, no impossible, how'd he get here so fast?!"

He has just confessed his feelings to the person who had made him cry. He tried to break free from the tight embrace, yet it became tighter. He looked at the face, the face of his Hisoka and his crimson eyes were even more flooded in tears. He never felt satisfied by just looks.

Hisoka lowered his head and his lips touch against Kurapika's pink ones. Kurapika didn't know what to react about the sudden movement. All he knows that is that he too wanted Hisoka badly and wouldn't want to be left all alone again. He was just mighty thankful he came back to his side.

Hisoka's kisses electrified him all over, he felt the same kiss that the intruder gave him and now he is convinced Hisoka. He really is the one and only suspect. But he didn't care, now is the time to be more open and accept what feelings he has hidden for a long time. As Hisoka's tongue finally came to a stop and it left Kurapika panting.

"Kurapika to tell you the truth, I was the one who hid all your lights and I was the reason for the brown out here. I went outside to let you think I was gone already. Then I sneak into your room and there it all happened." I used my nen to let you feel numb in the morning." Hisoka admitted and accepts his fault.

"I was too in love with you; I wanted to be with you for even just a night." Hisoka continued.

Kurapika touched Hisoka's cheeks and said "Why didn't you tell me sooner, all this time I am in love with you too?" He smiled honestly and gave Hisoka back his grin. Both men are more confidence with each other now.

Hisoka and Kurapika both agreed to be with each other and decided to not let others know of their relationship. For now, they are sharing their deep emotions in the same place where it all began in the Kurapika's bedroom.

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Author's note: Azzthroat is a word, I'd invented not really supposed to be a bad word. It happened when my yellow fanatic and anti-yaoi guy friend (or is it? Which always say I'm sick) so his voice one day sounded hoarse and I'm supposed to tease or say he got *sore throat* yet the word that came out of my mouth was azzthroat! My friends laugh out loudly and I was so clueless and as I finally get it, I began to laugh it off and so they started teasing me calling me an azzthroat! What a nice name..

Riaowr... Readin' too much yaoi is a bit getting into my verbal language. I know and they pin-pointed that out too. Sorry if the lemon scenes aren't too detailed I'll still have to work on that. I'm still a newbie at writing lemons.

O_o Alright hope you enjoyed and until next time!!!