I usually don't do this, but how are you going to come back into my life asking to be friends again when you practically pushed me away. I don't understand you and I never will. I thought you should know, if you ever read this, that I'm sorry for whatever I did. At the same time I'm not, because I don't even know why you pushed me away... oh wait I do. You assume to much and pretend that your faults are others faults when you really don't want to face your own demons. If you ever think we can be friends again you are mistaken. I'll always be here to talk if you need someone to lean on, but do not think for one second we will ever be friends again. It'll take a freakin miracle. Especially if you're the one asking for grace and forgiveness and can't even see where you've messed up. Maybe I'm childish for keeping a grudge for so long and what not, but you know what, that's what happens when you push people away like the way you do. Especially after me and zuzu stayed by your side when none was with you. Especially when we ignored all the warnings and signs that were right in front of our face, you heartless bastard. I don't know who will read this; I don't really care. This post was more to get it off my chest than anything. Rance, you really hurt me and I don't know if I can ever forget what you did to me and my sis. Not to mention you pushed someone else away from us that we didn't even deserve to be pushed away from us.