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Blysse
Angel/Blysse
Angel, Riku, Ri-chan, Kristen, Krissy, Blysse
13 - May 24, 1997
Student, Author
Left-handed
Yaoi, Shounen Ai, Shounen
Pandora Hearts, Hetalia, Kuroshitsuji, Fullmetal Alchemist, Soul Eater, Ouran High School Host Club
Hawaii Five-O, House M.D.
Song of the Week:
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WARNING: If you do not want to read my venting, I suggest you leave now.
VENT
I'm tired of it. Tired of school. Tired of drama. Tired of my screw-ups. Tired of my life. I couldn't give a damn about another person's life right now, which is not me. That's the thing!
I'm not perfect! Shout out to some specific people here! NO ONE'S PERFECT.
I've been hiding my depression for too long now behind a heavy mask. This mask has gotten old and I can't afford to get a new one. Deal with it. I'm tired of this crap you give me. You think YOU have it bad, I can't tell you how many times I've begged in my mins for you to just leave me the hell alone.
I won't mention any names. No, I'm not cruel. The real Angel isn't cruel. She couldn't be! She's WAY too nice! How could such an innocent girl as herself do such a thing so un-Angel like?
I can't. Not in front of your face, that is.
Why can't you just shut up for once? This crap is hard enough to deal with, considering the stress and drama you put me through. I've considered just shriveling up and dieing. I can't deal with this much long. Realize how I don't say "anymore". It's because I'n considering the feelings other people have around me. Sure, they've voiced and shown how they care for me. But, do they really mean it? Do they? Am I just getting pity attention for being such a quiet girl and such an outcast? And, NO, I don't want to hear crap from you anymore! I don't care if your life is worse than mine! I wouldn't give a damn if you came crying to me, begging down on your knees and desperately trying to wash away the guilty blood that pools below your feet that's come from your mind from being so naïve and not realizing that your call for pity just ticks people off!
I'd be glad if you never remembered a thing I said to you. I've never ONCE worded my opinion about how I'm getting tired of stuff going on around me to you. I wouldn't be able to voice how I feel or how I'm feeling to my self. I can't do it because the mask I've held on to for so long has become permanent and I can't seem to break out of the permanent glue that keeps this damn mask over my real self. I've never once let anyone else see me as a different person.
I hate crying. I hate it so much because it's a sign of weakness. I want my old life back. I was doing just fine and dandy until my Guardian Angel left me to wither and die in my room. I want her to come back. This isn't your fault, but I was doing just fine until she left me with nothing but photographs. Sure, I can talk to her. But, I miss her hugs. She was my biggest source of comfort for years, coming second to my mom. I want her back. I want her back by my side. Please.
But it's too late. As an old saying back in Kindergarden...
No take backs.
END VENT
Hello there, you lot!
This is crazy awesome cause I can blog from my iPod!!
But I can't add images... that'll have to wait until I get on the computer...
You know, I have school tomorrow. With Ace of Hearts and Kaitofan101 ^^. Heehee. I've missed them so much. I can't tell you how much I've roleplayed with Na-chan... Ne, No-chan, I'm sorry I haven't roleplayed with you like I said I would... D: Oh, I really want to draw right now...
*starts drawing*
I feel like drawing Hetalia, but I... *mumble mumble* ...can't... I took that risk and drew Korea... I don't want to kill you guys with the horribleness.
I need to change the "song of the week"... But to what? D: Oh, I know! :D
I took a try at the song and I fell in love with it. It's so sad... ;y;
I don't know how many times I've pressed "return". I should probably get going. I need to go repack my bag because I tore eveything apart and threw it everywhere - mainly on the floor - in my room while looking for my book report paper. Search was fruitless and it's due on the 7th. Gotta do it last minute now.
~Aroura-chan
<insert FanArt here>
*twitch* I just lost my whole post... Okay...
Hello there, everyone! My MP world has 300+ views! Yes! 305! :D
Views is all I talk about, ne?
I'm afraid so.
Na-chan got "Hetalia 2" and I didn't because I didn't go to Barnes & Nobles after searching every Borders yesterday! I'm going today! I'm definitely going today!
This post is a lot more boring and simple then my other... Boo~ D;
I feel like ending it here already...
NinjaTofu and I are doing a collab together! :D For this FanArt challenge. We've been going through memes together and she says she might want to do the one that Xe-chan and Itemi-chan did, which would be this post in itemilicious's world. Their meme is hilarious. XD
TO VOCALOID FANS. I've been flipping through YouTube and I found a remix of Love is War, which is originally done by Hatsune Miku. You can watch it at this link.
Hetalia Fanart for you lot.
FanArt of the Day:
