I know that it’s unusual to post two blogs on the same day, especially when it’s only been about six or seven hours, but I’ve got to say this before I falter and refuse to speak about it again.
I like you, okay? I bet you can’t see that because you only see me as a friend and I totally understand that. You might not find out because this is going out anonymous, but I just need to vent about this. I really like you, ignoring everything my friend says about you. I know you just want to be friends and I know that you’ll only ever see me as a friend, but… I just really wish that somehow I could tell you. I’ve always been the shy, hide-my-feelings kind of girl and I probably always will be. You make me laugh, despite how annoying you can get sometimes. We share the same interests and we both have our own way of drawing. No one else would believe me if I told them that I liked you except me. Only I believe it because only I know my true feelings. I’d show a picture of one of our interests, but I’d rather not give it away so easily. So… there. I like you, honestly. I just don’t know how to say it.
Thank you.
Oh, how I wish I had not done what I had done while I was supposed to be working on a project—just like I am now, typing this from Word so there are no suspicions. This will be posted as today’s date, November 26, 2010, but will probably be later then it was meant to. Why is this, you may ask? Because I am in trouble and I am supposed to be working on my English project due on Monday. This might even be posted on Monday, who knows…
I’m saving up for a 32GB iPod Touch 4G because my 16GB iPod Touch 1G is broken. How, you may ask? The home button got too much dirt inside it while camping a couple months ago and I really miss using my internet to read fanfiction. I have my phone, which will be replaced in March with a much better phone called the Rumor Touch which is just the Touch version of my current phone, to read, but the links are always cutting off and I can’t read the full version of some of the decently long stories. My limit on my phone is probably about 3K, which isn’t a lot considering the large fics I enjoy reading.
Today’s post will be decently long, since I have quite a lot to talk about. My last post was, if I recall, almost a week ago and it was one of my longer ones. I at least try to make my blog a paragraph at the minimum and only a few paragraphs at the max, but I’m not so sure how long this one will be considering how frustrated and upset I am. I’ll keep myself from blurring-in my swear words… and when I mean by keep myself, I mean I’ll keep my swearing to a bare minimum.
First off, I was watching anime while doing some research for my English project. I’m watching Hetalia, you know, and then all this scan stuff appears and I get all of these poor-quality pop-ups saying that there was a Trojan virus detected and that they wanted us to run a scan with their fake scanner. I closed out my anime website so my dad didn’t get suspicious and I already knew where it had come from. That stupid player that I was using, at the time I was on the website “watchanimeon” (I had to keep switching because there were errors with the links on “watchanimeon) and there were several different players, had these advertisements that would pop up every time I pressed the ‘play’ button and so I have a feeling it was those. Either that or “gogoanime”, if I have the link name right. It was one of those two. But whichever one it was, it had a really bad Trojan virus and wanted us to buy Viagra. I mean, seriously! Viagra! Of all links to send us to, it wanted us to buy that product! Seriously! But the virus is gone now. Father fixed it today, but I am, and I quote, “only allowed on YouTube, Facebook, and Wikipedia”. I went on theO today to check on something incase I had a message from a friend that was for school and I’ve been on sites for researching for my project, so I have not followed the rules. It’s not a first.
What else to say… Oh yes. I am writing fanfiction again. I plan to post some on here. It’s all yaoi, just to warn you. How many times do I have to say that I am a yaoi fangirl? I only write non-yaoi for Na-chan, but she reads yaoi on my phone out of boredom in the library. So, I could write a Pandora Hearts yaoi story like I have before and she would read it. She’s done it before. I swear I’m getting her to like it.
Five paragraphs already and I’m probably still not done. I don’t want to have to use the “BREAK” thing, so I will probably cut this shorter then I wanted to. What picture do I want to use today? It won’t be yaoi, as I’ve promised Na-chan that I wouldn’t do it again. (At least, I think I did) So… should I do another Hetalia? Or Pandora Hearts? Hmm… Until next time guys! Ja ne~!
I do not own this picture in any way. It’s so damn adorable!!
"Pat... pat... pat... *wakes up and is being carried over Germany's shoulder* Oh, I just felt something soft! *look of disappointment* Oh, it's just your ass. That's too bad..."
Ooh~ Italy! It's so awesome that I am part Italian! I love Italy so much~!
Hello there, mina! I've been hit by textbooks and projects! Look at all of my bruises! *arrow pointing at my grinning face that says "They're all mental."* I have a book report due on Monday and I'm procrastinating! Yaaaaay!
It's a little late for me, even though it's Saturday, and I'm babysitting my brother. What do I get, you ask? Computer time~! Well, the deal was I get a good portion of my book report done and then I study for Science and History, but I haven't done all of the above... I've only gotten the first Key Point in my book report... I'm trying to work harder while I watch Hetalia, I truly am! Okasan will be home soon! Ahh!
I'm not in that big of a mood to type too much. If I do, I don't want to haveta type "BREAK" cause that's stupid. :] Hmm, should I put a Pandora Hearts fanart...? Nah, to celebrate getting off my ass and watching Hetalia while working, I will post a Hetalia I found on the internet while watching the anime! Yay! Funny thing is, I had thought Hetalia was an actual series. Then I saw how many episodes were there and doubted that theory. Yeah, they're 5 minutes long, boo hoo. But Italy is still AWESOME!
FanArt of the day... (I would ask Na-chan but she isn't answering the phone; went on brb an hour ago. Maybe she had to go to bed... But she woulda said goodnight! I mean, who wouldn't say goodnight to their lover?! You're taking it too far, Angel-sama! Ace-sama is not your lover! Udusai, baka! A-Ano... *totally crushed* *puffs cheeks* That's right!
I don't own the picture or anime in any way possible.
Hetalia!
Long time no see! I dfgdhjklhjhgfdf;'';ol'
That paragraph was accidental... I'm so sorry. My friend looked over at my first blog post and our sub was right there and he saw the picture but she scrolled up super fast, so he has no idea what it was. I meant to warn her that he was walking over here but I just couldn't find the words cause she ended up screaming in the middle of homeroom. Ah, poor Na-chan XD (Ace of Hearts). She's died a little, the poor thing. I don't think I should post yaoi pictures on my blog anymore... For the world and Na-chan's safety. LOL
I don't think I have much to say anymore.
Here's the fanart of the day! (chosen by Na-chan, thank you!)
All I can say is "hello" right now. This post won't be very long today because I'm not in the mood to say much. I can't tell you guys how much drama is going on right now... But I don't want to flood you guys with me ranting about stuff in school and that bullsh*t.
There's no Fanart of the day today, sorry. Can't find my flashdrive of all things and I don't feel like going through my stuff to dig through the crap I have in there... This is stupid, I'm ranting, aren't I?
Sorry... There's two paragraphs of emo-rant... Stupid, stupid, stupid. I'm blocked on writing... I don't have much to do over the weekend because I failed my History test. There were two essay questions. I got full score on the first and failed the second with 15/50, bringing my full test grade to a D... Bull! Why can't I get two separate grades for acing the first? Ticks me off...
There I go, ranting again. I'm just gonna stop now. I don't like making my posts super long.
Until next time,
Ace of Hartsu
[FanArt would go here]