Oka, that title is irrelevant.

BUT. I wanted to make a post to inform everybody about how freaked out I am over chorus auditions. THEY'RE ON WEDNESDAY AND I JUST FIGURED THAT OUT TODAY!!! iaobgo;isbegeoshazOGseuboe/

I don't know what I'm going to do. I was supposed to have my singing lessons last week and today, but last week I was sick and today all of the people who can drive can't take me. My dad is out of town and my mom is working, my mom's friend is out of town and my dad's friend is out of town too.
Why is everybody out of town on the day I need them most?!??!?!!!!!
I'm going to explode. And then I'm going to bomb my auditions.
And then what? And then I'll never be in Ladies Select because last year I messed up my auditions because I couldn't sight read and this year I'm going to because I'm still not very good at sight reading and I get nervous and then I screw up and then what? And then I don't do a good job and then I don't get in and I'll never be in chorus even though I want to do it so bad.

Aaaauughhh. I might cry. I should just practice the song today. I am SOSOSOSOSOSO lucky that they chose the same song as last year for the audition piece. Otherwise, I don't know what I'd do.
Dx