I'm sorry about the not posting anything. I've just been in a really depressed mood and I can only motivate myself enough to work on A Little Secret but even that is slow going. I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I try to be positive around others and it normally works, but I still feel down on the inside. I feel like me giving my 2 cents is something that people don't like, even though I look at things from many different angles before I speak up with my two cents. I just don't know. It may be something with I don't know if someone doesn't like me or what's going on and that's what's eating me up or if it's just the cold and the weather, plus the fact that it feels like the world is against me from slamming my body with everything at once and then I have to suffer through work like everything's fine even though I want to pass out.

I don't know, it's just been a very. very rough year for me so far. I"m sorry for the post. Thank you for reading if you read it.