My prayers, and a lost soul.

I was in my room sitting on my bed listening to some calming music to easy my mind. I was still unsettled about the previous days events in the training grounds. Getting up from my bed i turned the music off. Making my way to the window i opened the thick black curtains to reveal a dark starry sky, which was gently illuminated by the light of the full moon. I always loved it when it was a full moon, it's light was so mesmerizing and peaceful. I sighed to myself and took my gaze over to the clock sitting on my bedside table. "It's that time already? where does my time seem to go?" i asked myself in a low whisper. I created an icicle and stabbed it through my hand, feeling pain for only a brief moment. My warm crimson blood oozed from it's fresh wound. "I best not get blood on the floor." i said with annoyance. i created a thin layer of ice on the hard floor to prevent any further mess. Using the blood i drew the symbol of Jashin Sama directly in the moonlight. Grabbing the book of Jashin from my bedside table and holding the Jashin pendant Hidan had given me in my bloody hand, i made myself comfortable in the circle and began my evening prayers in silence.

Lord Jashin Sama, i would like to start my prayers this evening by begging for your forgiveness. I have not offered any sacrifices to you for awhile, i am eternally sorry for displeasing you. I would like to confined in you with the thoughts that have troubled me the past day or so. I worry i cannot tell the others what is going on with me. Sometimes i feel alone because of it, i want to tell Hidan but i don't want to burden his shoulders with my troubles or the others for that matter.

At that moment a sudden gust of wind forced my window open making papers fly around the room causing an interruption of my prayers. I be grudgingly hurried my prayers and closed the window and tidied all the mess up and got rid of the bloodstained ice. I heard a heavy knock on my door. I washed my necklace and walked to the door and opened it to see the new recruit Angel. I leaned on the frame of my door, she took her gaze from my face to my wounded hand. "Oh erm Deena, i really sorry if i interrupted your personal time but, i'm so lost and i can't figure out where anything is. I can't even find my room, please can you help me?" she said pleaded. "Please Deena, i think i went into Sasori's room by mistake. I was lucky he wasn't there or i could have been a puppet by now." she said while laughing slightly "Yeah sure i don't mind showing you around and to your room. HOLY SHIT! yeah you want to stay out of his room. He hates anyone going in there unless it's Hita, Pein or Madara." i said explaining to her while healing my wounded hand. I took her her wrist gently and began showing her around pointing who's rooms was who's. And i explained she must knock and ask before going in. I toured her all through the kitchen, the common room, Madara's office and Pein's office. I lastly took her to her room. "Thanks Deena for showing me around, i'm sure i'll get the hang of things soon. Good night Deena" she said with a yawn "Ah it's no problem at all, if you need anything don't be afraid to ask ok? Oh and please try not to interrupted mine, Drake's and Hidan's prayer times." i said lastly "I wont and thanks again" she said and walked into her room closing the door behind her. I made my way slowly back to my room and got ready to sleep. I laid down in my bed and stared up at the white ceiling before falling asleep holding my jashin necklace tightly in my hand.

End