'You know, I hate not being able to say anything... I almost hurt Kuzu! Well... he did break my Lotus...' I snarled in my chamber. All day, I've been pacing back and forth, only able to get a bit of my feelings across when I was extremely pissed or sad. 'Someone... read minds or trigger my blasted memory before I go insane.'
Through the eyes of Alex
I was currently sitting on the man Kakuzu's bed, very confused. Who was I supposed to believe? The first man I met here or the one who placed his lips against my forehead? My mind was a blank slate. But the flashes of possible memory that I saw suggested that the stitched man was the correct one... I'd just have to wait and see.
The door opened and Kakuzu had returned from whatever he was doing with the little black cat I had kicked across the kitchen. It was cowering in his hand, I kind of felt bad for the little creature now.
"This is Jashin, a Jashinist cat that you're extremely fond of. You're not the cold person that Sasori led you to believe." Kakuzu said as he placed Jashin next to me.
But he didn't stay there long, he fled to the other side of the room. Awwww, poor thing. I got down on my hands and knees and advanced towards the poor cat, "Jashin? Here boy," I called, holding my hands out to the trembling creature.
He hissed boldly and swatted at my hand. I swooped him up in my hands and scratched his little head. At first, he was a tad bit resistant... but then he started to purr gleefully and nuzzled the crease of my elbow.
"He's adorable, I'm sorry little guy..." I brought him up to my face and he crawled on top of my head, resting there happily, I giggled a bit... I turned back to face Kakuzu and he had removed his cloak and was now resting on his bed, looking at the floor.
Something caught my eye, "There's something written on your neck... a tattoo?" I moved towards him to get a better look. It said, "Nibble Zone". What a cocky guy to write "Nibble Zone" on his own neck!
Even so, he shook his head, "One day, you grabbed a needle and thread and wrote all sorts of things all over my upper body." He pulled his shirt to the side to reveal the thing that stood out most to me when I first saw him, "Alex's", as well as small little hearts around it. Did I really do that?
"What was I? A Sadist?" I scoffed.
"A little bit, but these didn't hurt." He responded coolly, still looking at the floor.
Suddenly, I was sent spiraling through my lost memories again. Kakuzu and I were sitting on the couch and I was nibbling on his neck. In the next instant, I had a needle in my hand and I was bringing it towards his neck, 'What are you doing...' The past Kakuzu sighed, and I giggled, 'I'm marking my nibble zone, what else would I be doing?' I joked as I got back to work. When finished, I kissed him lightly on the lips and resumed my previous position under his arm by his side.
That was it, Kakuzu's room came back into view and he was at my side with a worried look on his face, "Oh... you're alright."
'What a sweet man.' Someone said.
My eyes darted around the room, "Did you hear that?"
His eyes followed mine before settling back on me, "Hear what?"
'Wait a minute... you heard me?! SUCCESS!' The same person said again, happier this time...
"You don't hear that?!" I said a little louder than intended.
'He can't hear me... since I'm inside your head. Well... I'm the harpy/succubus of our existence, you're the demon.' The voice assured me... it wasn't that assuring...
Kakuzu's hands were cupping my face, "Alex, tell me what you heard."
I stared blankly up at him, "It's in my head... Kakuzu, what am I exactly?"
"What do you mean?" His eyebrow lifted in question.
"I hear voices and I lost my memory out of the blue..." I recalled the few memories I could and looked back up, "What sort of sick creature am I?"
He lowered his head again, "You're a Harpy-Succubus-Demon combination. Alex told me that the Demon could never die, but the Harpy and Succubus could... it's weird... and I can't really make sense of it..."
'Yeah, we're a pretty confusing bunch. Alright... now that we can connect... I'm going to try my best to merge our existences back together.'
That's when my world turned black... I couldn't see a thing... I felt someones hands shaking my shoulders... but there was nothing I could do...
'I'm going to try my best.'
