Loneliness And Depression
You have an empty feeling that comes from within
You long to share your feelings but no one will listen
You reach out for open arms, but nobody is there
Your tears fall to the ground, but nobody cares
You pick up the phone, but have no one to call
You feel overwhelmed; your mind is a crawl
You lay in your bed in the light of the moon
Just so you don't see those who aren't there for you
The flames spark inside you and heat up your fear
Your thoughts are suicidal, your days are so drear
Emotional fires burn up in your head
Fires of love and pain and regret
Consumed in your own darkness, you slowly fade away
Your once blue and sunny sky has turned to clouds of gray
©Rebekah Johnson,12 May 2008
i jux finished watching hth last episode of Fruits BAsket!! WAHH!!! im sadder than a soggy piece of bread!! WAH! it was os depressing! and today i also finished rreading the new Pendragon Book Tho!!! :DD it was like good!! No complaints!
N~E ways, back to the Fruits Basket:
i was kinda dissapointed, coz i never found out who Tohro ends up with! tho, me thinks it's Kyo
i jux lost the love of my life.
As i sit here, sobbing so hard that i'm having a hard time breathing in front of the Computer screen, the words blurr through my tears. IT'S NOT FAIR!! i just finished reading the LAST CHAPTER in the best mangs EVER, off all time!! I'm REALLY sentimental, and i got into this Manga, SO MUCH!! I can't tell you guys how much i cried...I suggest you guys read it, it's called The Gentleman's Alliance, made from the creator of Ful moon, and her drawings are the best ever! go to www.onemanga.com manga list, and then go to the S letter on the thingy-majig...GAHH!! if you have any problems, jux PM me, and i'll walk you through it, okay? (you might have a hard time believing it, but i'm VERY intellectual
Love always,
Mei
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wow, welp, i said that if i ever posted on this world, it would be becvauise i was sad/depressed. WEll, i guess the reason i'm posting is cuz im sad. This morning was pretty normal, but then, my mom came back from school, and was like "let';s take you to the optomitrist,so that you can get new glasses (i REALY wanted contacts). So i was all like, O.K Then stupid fucktard stupid ass (dad) was all like, don't change, they're gana close rite now. YEAH RIGHT!! i change, and i come out of the bathroom, and he looks at me and spits, "stupid bitch" and im thinking, WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM??? geez, wen i got him to cut my hair, it was REALLY cool between us,but that was because i knew that he thought that i didn't like him. But now....i mean, i don't LIKE him, but i know that i LOVE him... wow, as i read this, i'm wndering to myself,"am i a bad person? I mean, who doesn't like their parents??"
