My best friend Lylia moved away a while back, about 3 months. I was completly desolate. Sure i had other friends, but...i felt so.....numb. Nothing affected me. I even got mad at my brther, Page7. Me and him, well, we're REALLY close. i still cant believe i took it out on him......But remember Bella? When Edward left her, and she was a total wreck? Thats how i felt. And today,she came! Can you guys BELIEVE IT??? ALL THE WAY FROM LUBBOCK, TeXAS! i felt like falling to my knees, and just holding her. We spent all of today together. But she left. Now, I will NEVER see her again. I cried, and i cryed today just opened up old wounds, it like today poured limon and salt in the wound. I cooked for the family, and i used alot of onions, so that i could cry in peace. i feel so broken. I need good, LOUD music to block out my thoughts. Please?
comment or PM. I really need an outlet right now..