Totally Dysfunctional

Cezoram

I hadn’t expected this development to arise. Having Draco and Kimi in the same house should be rather interesting. After all, fighting fire with fire just makes the fire bigger and having those two at odds with one another might just make bringing her here worth more than it originally was.

I wonder what exactly is going to happen on Christmas. The snow outside had caught my eye, so I was on the roof just watching it fall peacefully down to the ground. Something big is going to happen, but I am not sure what. Hopefully nothing will happen to Kimi.

All of my plans turned to dust the moment she got hurt. The instant I saw her laying on the ground in the freezing cold, I forgot every line I drew for myself and gave into instinct. I had planned to have nice romantic evening in hopes of pacifying her, but instead of drawing her closer to me and staying in control, I caved in and ran to her. I know that that should have never happened, but I let it happen anyways.

I don’t even know what I am doing anymore. When I first met her, she entranced me. I was born into a rich Slytherin family and I could get anything I wanted, including women. Kimi, however, wasn’t drawn to me like I had expected her to be. Most women rushed and fought to be by my side, but she kept trying to run away from me. No matter how much I desired to be near her, she kept walking/running/storming as far away as possible. Perhaps that was why I kept chasing her, perhaps not. All that I knew was that I was interested in her and what made her tick. What possessed her to constantly run from me? I was in no way intimidating - except for maybe that one time before holiday - so that wouldn’t be it. Would it be that she is just scared? No, that wouldn’t be her. But it almost makes some sense. If she’s scared, she would run from anyone; not just me.

Just three more days. Three more days to make her mine.