Wednesday, July 20, 2011 – Ocean City, Maryland – 2:49 PM
[BMood: 70% Blah, 29% ???, 1% Frustration
Listening to: “Still Alive” (Portal)
Rawr :/ Frustration abounds. We leave tomorrow, though. :D Bored, bored, bored… Right! No, what was I going to say? Oh, never mind. I don’t even remember. WAIT! Just a random thought. If you are wondering where all the attractive guys are that used to be around your area, I found them. They are all at Ocean City. TRUST ME. Well, maybe not ALL the attractive guys… just the ones from Maryland… and Delaware… And perhaps Virginia… Pennsylvania would be stretching it….
Anywhoo, I got this rockin’ shirt yesterday! (We’ve been in OC for around three days). It’s like a sports jersey and it says “Every day I’m shufflin”. Yes, I’m in love with LMFAO’s “Party Rock Anthem”! (Speaking of that, I just changed the song to it). Fun, fun, fun! My cousin and I are trying to/have learned the dance to it! :D Here’s the link to the music video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQ6zr6kCPj8&feature=related all of you anime-music-video-opening dancers try and learn this! :D
I’m just bored and chilling at the library. Dude, if anyone was there while I was writing this, my mind will be blown to know that there was an otaku near me. :3
As another random thought: I’m working on continuing “Just One Look” and “You Need Rain to Have a Rainbow” (Note: I hate dealing with the formatting for that title, so I’m just going to affectionately call it Rain to Rainbow from now on, so don’t get confused). However, my continuation SUCKS. >.> Royally. Here’s just a glimpse of Rain to Rainbow:
I was running. I didn’t know from what, or where to. All I knew was that I had to run.
“Aiden!” I shouted, hoping for someone to save me. But not just any someone. Him. “Aiden! Please!”
Strong, yet gentle arms wrapped around me, stopping me from continuing my marathon. “Sssshh… I’m right here. You can calm down.”
“Aiden…” I said breathlessly.
“Ssssssh...” His voice purred in my ear and his soft hair tickled the back of my neck. “Everything will be alright. There is nothing to be afraid of.” Gently, he rocked me back and forth, soothing my racing soul but quickening my racing heart.
“How do you know?” I relaxed a bit and let him continue rocking us back and forth to an unheard song.
“Because,” He spun me around and permitted me to nuzzle my face into his chest and drink in his lovely sent: a combination of pine, oak, and a hint of wildflowers. “I’m right here. I will never leave.” After a quick kiss on my forehead, his warmth began to fade. “I promise.”
“Ai…den…?” His body completely disappeared, leaving me completely alone. “Aiden? Aiden!” I called out his name in desperation, hoping for a response. He was my rock, my stronghold. Without him, I was nothing.
As my world grew darker, I sunk onto my knees and cried. I cried a tear for every pain my heart felt and will feel.
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BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.
“ALAZNE!!! GET YOUR LAZY ASS OUT OF BED!!!” My father boomed from downstairs. Previous experience told me that once he started yelling, it was time to get up and stop dreaming. “I’m going to work. You’re responsible for cleaning up and getting yourself to school. Understood?”
“Understood, sir.” I replied, peeling off my sweat-soaked pajamas. The nightmares often left me like that when I would wake up.
My father answered me with a curt slam of the door and the sound of his expensive car driving away.
Sighing, I checked the clock beside my bed. 5 AM… plenty of time.
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Sucks, right? >.<;;;; I’m so not going to post it… at least not until it goes through some MAJOR revisions.
Well, see ya later!
~Alazne Chan
