Thoughts, feelings, plans, and first impressions on The Otaku

Oh my gosh, this website gives me such nostalgia.

The social side of this place reminds me so much of an old social website that used to be called "Tinierme" that I had to join.

Tinierme meant a lot to me, it helped me through some rough times, and it helped me discover who I really am. I'd give just about anything to bring it back, and after all these years, I hope I've finally found a replacement in the form of The Otaku.

The whole "Worlds" thing is reminiscent of Tinierme's "Diary" system, so I'm learning the interface rather quickly. The only real difference is that here I get to split my blog into up to 4 different sections from the looks of things, now I suppose I have to come up with some more things to create worlds out of.

I've been meaning to keep a dream journal for a while, perhaps one of my worlds will be an archive of sorts of the fantasies that come from my subconscious, although, perhaps I will still have to keep a few of the more private ones to myself... Still, I hear a dream journal is a wonderful way to dream more often, more vividly, and have a higher chance of going lucid, which is the only way in my present situation I will ever be "fully female". Even if it is only an illusion, at least it will be mine to treasure for as long as I can keep it. And perhaps every now and then I can post one of the many dreams I can never forget, either because they inspired me, or taught me, or perhaps simply because I cannot shake their feelings of great import.

The other world will likely be me attempting to create a backstory for a tabletop I am in the process of making titled "Psychoscape." I hope to avoid giving away too much detail on it, however, as I feel its information should be kept in its own world.

And of course, I hope to make friends here... Perhaps there's someone here who typically stays up as late as I do, willing to talk about all the stupid stuff that pops into our heads; well, I suppose there's only one way to find out... I am happy to be here.

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