My Name is Becca, I'm Young, I'm Poetic, I'm Eager, And I Don't want to wait until I'm older for everything to happen.
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hellooooo, it's jessica here. XCandyLuverX as my very few subscribers know me as. but obviously i'm not here to talk about me, my amazing-ness, and lack of subscribers. nope. though, i know that you want me to.
i'm here to talk about becca. and personally, the introduction she did was brief. too brief. so i'm here to spice it up, you know, give you a little more info, while throwing in some of my witty humor.
starting now.
fact one;
becca's an amazing person, and you bitches be trippin' if you think otherwise.
fact two;
she has the mind of an eighty-two year old man. you know, the creepy ones that prey on little girls. yeah. s'all good.
fact three;
she is such an indie-whore, it's overwhelming. but she's a great person. but so is drake, and he has a sexy bod. deny all you want, it is sooo true.
fact four;
she enjoys bands like tegan&sara, lady something or another (because i can't remember her name), the medic droid, etc.
fact five;
she can't handle the heat, which is why she's staying out of the kitchen. that was incredibly irrelevant, which is why i'm leaving it as number five.
fact six;
she has a tumblr. and is completely obsessed.
fact seven;
she uses the word 'obsessed' too much.
fact eight;
she's queer-tastic. yayyy :]
fact nine;
she's not single, so you bitches better step off of ruki's woman. [angry face goes here]
fact ten;
she's my beeeeest frieeeend.
fact eleven;
she's so fly, she's sky high. yeaaaah boii.
P.S. Fact eleven is only there because I wasted fact five on irrelevance.
P.P.S. I forgot to mention she's superrr funny.
P.P.P.S. I'm an amazing person. bitch, what?
Overwhelmingly great quotes from overwhelmingly great movies
Girl, Interrupted:
(Winona Ryder, Angelina Jolie)
Susanna: Everyone here is fucking crazy!
Dr. Potts: You want to go home.
Susanna: Same problem.
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Susanna: What the fuck are you doing Lisa?
Lisa: Playing the villain, baby, just like you want. I try to give you everything you want.
Susanna: No you don't.
Lisa: You wanted your file, I found you your file. You wanted out, I got you out. You needed *money*, *I* found you some. I'm fucking consistent-I told you the truth-I didn't write it down in a *fucking book*! I told you to your *face*. And I told Daisy to her face - what everybody knew and wouldn't say, and she killed herself. And I played the fucking villain, just like you wanted.
Susanna: Why would I want that?
Lisa: Because it makes you the good guy, sweet pea
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Susanna: I didn't try to kill myself.
Dr. Potts: What were you trying to do?
Susanna: I was trying to make the shit stop
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Lisa: Razors pain you, rivers are damp, acid stains you, drugs cause cramps, gun aren't lawful, nooses give, gas smells awful, you might as well live.
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Dr. Crumble: Susanna, four days ago... you chased a bottle of aspirin, with a bottle of vodka.
Susanna: I had a headache.
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Lisa: [on phone] So what's your diag-nonsense?
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Lisa: Lady, back off!
Mrs. Gilcrest: Was I talking to you?
Lisa: No, you were spitting on me, so mellow fuckin' out!
Mrs. Gilcrest: Don't you tell me what to do.
Lisa: Look, she gave your husband a rim job. Big fuckin' deal! I'm sure he was begging for it, and I heard it was like a pencil anyway.
Mrs. Gilcrest: Why you - how dare you!
Lisa: Some advice, okay? Just don't point your fuckin' finger at crazy people!
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Valerie: You know, I can take a lot of crazy shit from a lot of crazy people - but you... you are *not* crazy.
Susanna: Then what's wrong with me, huh? What the fuck is going on inside my head? Tell me, *Dr. Val*. What's your diag-nonsense?
Valerie: You are a lazy, self-indulgent *little girl*, who is driving herself crazy
Valerie: You are a lazy, self-indulgent, little girl, who is making herself crazy.
Susanna: Is that your... *professional* opinion? Is that what you've learned in your advanced studies at night school for Negro welfare mothers? I mean, Melvin doesn't have a clue, Wick is a *psycho* and you... you *pretend* to be a doctor. You review the charts and dole out meds. But "you's ain't no doctor, Miss Valerie. You's just a little black nurse-maid".
Valerie: And you're just throwing it away.
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Lisa: If talking did shit, we'd be out of here by now.
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Susanna: Has anyone ever watched you shave your legs?
Valerie: I got two kids and one bathroom, what do you think?
Susanna: I think you should lock the door.
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Valerie: Remember me when you shave your legs.
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Lisa: So, have you had your first Melvin yet?
Susanna: Who's that?
Lisa: Bald guy with a little pecker and a fat wife. You're ther-rapist, sweet pea. Unless, ah... unless they're givin' you shocks. Or god forbid lettin' you out. Then you get to see the great wonderful Dr. Dyke.
Margie: She means Dr. Wick.
Susanna: Oh, I've been in his office but I haven't met him yet.
M.G.: He's a she. Dr. Wick's a girl.
Lisa: That's right M.G. Wick's a chick.
M.G.: Wick's a chick...
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Georgina: Lisa? Is Daisy really getting out?
Lisa: Yeah, she coughed up a big one.
Susanna: But how could - I mean she's... *insane*.
Lisa: Yeah, well that's what ther-rape-me's all about. That's why fuckin' Freud's picture's on every shrink's wall. He created a fuckin' industry. You lie down, you confess your secrets and you're saved. Ca-ching! The more you confess, the more they think about settin' you free.
Susanna: But what if you don't have a secret?
Lisa: Then you're a lifer, like me.
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Valerie: Did you enjoy the fresh air Lisa?
Lisa: Yeah I did Val. Thanks.
Valerie: Good, 'cause it's the last time you're leaving the ward.
Lisa: Is that a dare or a double dare?
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Susanna: [reading from a book] "Borderline Personality Disorder. An instability of self-image, relationships and mood... uncertain about goals, impulsive in activities that are self-damaging, such as casual sex."
Lisa: I like that.
Susanna: "Social contrariness and a generally pessimistic attitude are often observed."
[pauses]
Susanna: Well that's me.
Lisa: That's everybody.
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|I Think I've discovered my disease |
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Susanna: I'm ambivalent. In fact that's my new favorite word.
Dr. Wick: Do you know what that means, ambivalence?
Susanna: I don't care.
Dr. Wick: If it's your favorite word, I would've thought you would...
Susanna: It *means* I don't care. That's what it means.
Dr. Wick: On the contrary, Susanna. Ambivalence suggests strong feelings... in opposition. The prefix, as in "ambidextrous," means "both." The rest of it, in Latin, means "vigor." The word suggests that you are torn... between two opposing courses of action.
Susanna: Will I stay or will I go?
Dr. Wick: Am I sane... or, am I crazy?
Susanna: Those aren't courses of action.
Dr. Wick: They can be, dear - for some.
Susanna: Well, then - it's the wrong word.
Dr. Wick: No. I think it's perfect.
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Lisa: You know, there's too many buttons in the world. There's too many buttons and they're just- There's way too many just begging to be pressed,they're just begging to be pressed,you know? They're just - they're just begging to be pressed, and it makes me wonder, it really makes me fucking wonder, why doesn't anyone ever press mine? Why am I so neglected? Why doesn't anyone reach in and rip out the truth and tell me that I'm a fucking whore, or that my parents wish I were dead?
Susanna: Because you're dead already, Lisa!
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Hard Candy
(Ellen Paige)
Hayley Stark: You really just don't look like kind of guy who needs to meet girls over the internet.
Jeff Kohlver: Well, I think it's better to meet people online first, sometimes. You get to know what they're like inside. When you work as a photographer you find out real quick peoples faces lie.
Hayley Stark: Does my face lie? `
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Jeff Kohlver: Ah, so you and your mom are both wacked?
Hayley Stark: I dunno. There's that whole nature versus nurture question, isn't it? Was I born a cute, vindictive, little bitch or... did society make me that way? I go back and forth on that...
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Jeff Kohlver: Those letters are mine.
Hayley Stark: Nothing's yours when you invite a teenager into your home
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Jeff Kohlver: You're getting yourself in terrible trouble.
Hayley Stark: Oh? Oh and how's that?
Jeff Kohlver: If you cut me in any way you won't forget it. It changes you when you hurt somebody.
Hayley Stark: Oh and you speak from experience I guess.
Jeff Kohlver: I've just lived. Unlike you. The things you do wrong... they haunt you.
Hayley Stark: Tell me what you're haunted by.
Jeff Kohlver: Do you wanna remember this day when you're with a guy? On a date? Or on your wedding night? 'Cause I promise you you will. Don't do that to yourself.
Hayley Stark: Wow... You know, that is so thoughtful! You are speaking to me so selflessly! I mean, you just don't want me to castrate you for my own benefit? Wow, I'm touched. Jeff, why don't we imagine someone saying the same thing to you at a random moment? Imagine that when you downloaded this little girl... I was sitting by your side saying, "Stop, don't do that to yourself. Stop, don't do that to yourself. Stop. Stop." Would you have listened?
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Jeff Kohlver: Which do you wanna fuck first, me or the knife?
[as Hayley raises gun]
Jeff Kohlver: Oh you know how to use that huh?
Hayley Stark: [cocks the gun] Honors student, remember? Nothing I can't do when I put my mind to it.
Jeff Kohlver: What? You're gonna shoot me? Shoot me! SHOOT ME! You're not gonna shoot me!
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Jeff Kohlver: Fuck off.
Hayley Stark: Your conversational skills are really deteriorating as the day goes on.
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Hayley Stark: This is what they make those federal laws for, Jeff. This is officially sick
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Jeff Kohlver: You were coming on to me!
Hayley Stark: Oh, come on. That's what they always say, Jeff.
Jeff Kohlver: Who?
Hayley Stark: Who? The pedophiles! 'Oh, she was so sexy. She was asking for it.' 'She was only technically a girl, she acted like a woman.' It's just so easy to blame a kid, isn't it! Just because a girl knows how to imitate a woman, does NOT mean she's ready to do what a woman does.
[pause]
Hayley Stark: I mean, you're the grown up here. If a kid is experimenting and says something flirtatious, you ignore it, you don't encourage it! If a kid says 'Hey, let's make screwdrivers!' You take the alcohol away, and you don't race them to the next drink!
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Hayley Stark: Well if Denise was here right now, what would you say?
Jeff Kohlver: I'd say, "Help... a teenager cut my balls off. Call the police."
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Hayley Stark: I guess they, uh, weren't brass.
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
quote From Girl Interrupted
There are so Many fucking problems in this goddamn hell hole
I. Need. Out.
The Won't let me.
I'm left with nothing but A Computer and a Pair Of scissors.
Everybody's yelling
I'm Crying.
Hiding
I hate my reality.
My Brother and my mom are screaming and yelling,
fuck.
I Think Its a good thing I live in canada,
That not everybody has a gun
Because.. I Think I Would almost have the courage
I'm sorry
But Don't worry, the only way I Would have access to anything like that is if I Went to Fucking wal*mart
I'm to weak to cut deep.
thats why the scars fade.
I'm Going crazy.
Slowly.
I'm Sure in a few years I'll Have an actual illness,
my innerself. Amplified.
I'm Sure I'm scaring some of you
and some are thinking, "Well She must be making this up"
I'm not.
I'm sorry
I Promise I'll stay alive
For today, at least.
You blink when you breathe and you breathe when you lie
You blink when you lie
Treat me Like your mother <3 The Dead Weathers
Hai.
I really Dont Have Much to say.
I Spent yesterday at my cousins.
She lives outside of a small town.
She's terrified of the city.
She made funny faces while watching a t.A.T.u. Video.
I Laughed.
I Have to tell you a story. About her friend Mike I Think it was, Anywho. So her Friend was in the hospital cause I Think He broke his arm or something, and they put him on Morphine. So She calls her Friend Brianne, Who Was with the guy at the time, and She asked her to give the phone to him, she did and Vicki was like "How are you" And he muttered something back so she said "You sound tired, you should go to sleep." And he was like "I should... sleep, but they wont let me." "Who wont let you?" "The people. theres people on my bed." so she asked him to give the phone back to brianne, and was like "Brianne? Theres People on his bed." and her friend was like "Oh Shit."
So she puts it down, and put the phone on speaker and the guy was like "Brianne Brianne! Look~ Looooook its a Clock~!" Then a Couple of seconds later she just heard a bang and she was like "omg Brianne what was that!?"
...
...
"I think he fell asleep."
First off, there will be no lyrics, videos or Piccys this time 'round
Reason? Im at my cousins house!!!
Her names Vicki!! right now she's mowing the lawn cuz her daddy made her, and my mom is out with hers and I'm really f***ing tired
Also, all swears are censored.
Sorry.
Anywho, Guess what!!!!! its my Besties Birthday!!!
Happy Birthday Amby Bamby!!!
Also, I think I Wont be able to explain the title till I Get home cause her dad might get mad
But for now i'm Off!!!
Love you guys!!
Oh, PS I'm Bored and lonely at the moment, so Feel free to PM me
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
All The Things She Said<3t.A.T.u
Mood: Tired and Annoyed and random
Music:Look Up thar^
Working On:Fixing this goddamn world and Waiting for my moms email to send me my piccy-tures!!
Anticipating:My Birthday&&Tila Tequila Finale
ALRIGHT!! HELLO MA FELLOW WEIRDLINGS!!!
...I'm sorry, that was rude. There might be somebody normal reading this.
To Said Person:
You are not gonna understand SHIT of what I'm saying.
So how Is ya guys? I missed you!!!!
INTERNET HUG!!!
*hugs* Thats right, Let it ALL out.
That could be read into.
I'm sorry internet, But I'm not into you like that. I mean, we could make it a little, but we'd be short lived.
But your still my best friend *Hugs Computer*
Alright, Sorry its been a while, but I have been unable write things properly lately, so also apologies to The Mythological Creatures Club for my non-participation.
And you may be wondering why my world is now called "NotJustForMe&UrMom" But I Promise you, once photoshop decides to work And I Stop being lazy, It will All make sense.
Or you could just look at this piciture (<-On Purpose, No Gramma/Spelling Nazis, please)
'Nuff said
There are a few things I am Glad I've discovered. One of them, Is Chris Crocker, Bitch!
Him, He's guns&socks, and His Gay Grapefruit.
Bet you didnt know Grapefruit could be Homosexual
Didya?
The Other is t.A.T.u, My latest obsession.
Thats them about to kiss on TRL in like, 2005 or something.
But then Yulia(The black haired one) Got a boyfriend and had a baby...
And Broke my heart
*tear*
Anywho, they got two of my fave songs out of it!! Loves me Not and 30 Minutes
Actually, Don't quote me on that.
Its just what I Figure
Anyway Its my uncles Birthday
Remember that Stellar cake?
Yeah, same guy.
So, I Better be off
It's almost like I don't even know myself
<3Becca
Oh, PS And you dont have to read this if you dont want too, I'm getting really confused about myself lately, So, If you ever hear me saying I'm straight up gay or bi or anything not what I said I Was, Please disregard
