My Name is Becca, I'm Young, I'm Poetic, I'm Eager, And I Don't want to wait until I'm older for everything to happen.
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hellooooo, it's jessica here. XCandyLuverX as my very few subscribers know me as. but obviously i'm not here to talk about me, my amazing-ness, and lack of subscribers. nope. though, i know that you want me to.
i'm here to talk about becca. and personally, the introduction she did was brief. too brief. so i'm here to spice it up, you know, give you a little more info, while throwing in some of my witty humor.
starting now.
fact one;
becca's an amazing person, and you bitches be trippin' if you think otherwise.
fact two;
she has the mind of an eighty-two year old man. you know, the creepy ones that prey on little girls. yeah. s'all good.
fact three;
she is such an indie-whore, it's overwhelming. but she's a great person. but so is drake, and he has a sexy bod. deny all you want, it is sooo true.
fact four;
she enjoys bands like tegan&sara, lady something or another (because i can't remember her name), the medic droid, etc.
fact five;
she can't handle the heat, which is why she's staying out of the kitchen. that was incredibly irrelevant, which is why i'm leaving it as number five.
fact six;
she has a tumblr. and is completely obsessed.
fact seven;
she uses the word 'obsessed' too much.
fact eight;
she's queer-tastic. yayyy :]
fact nine;
she's not single, so you bitches better step off of ruki's woman. [angry face goes here]
fact ten;
she's my beeeeest frieeeend.
fact eleven;
she's so fly, she's sky high. yeaaaah boii.
P.S. Fact eleven is only there because I wasted fact five on irrelevance.
P.P.S. I forgot to mention she's superrr funny.
P.P.P.S. I'm an amazing person. bitch, what?
That was basically my night last night.
Yes, I Had a Seizure-Type-thing, More like intense convulsions and my eyes rolled back into my head.
Then I Passed out.
Appearantly, Not Eating or drinking for a while before a 4k bike ride on a hot day while wearing a hat is a bad idea.
And Dont worry, the seizure wast caused by something in my brain, well, kinda, it was because I was in an upright position.
So, we Were waiting for my dad to answer the phone, and we waited for about 40 minutes (and I Was only out for 2) and he told my mommy to take me to the "Miseri" or the Misericordia, and the Doctor looked like my great aunt!! And He was A Guy!!! then they called an ambulance to take me to the Children's hospital.
The bed for the ambulance was fucking scary!!! They put me in a white sheet, then put belts over top. It scared the fuck out of me.
But the people will really really nice, and the girl had a really cool accent!
Then it was into the Waiting room, which was filled with little kids either with broken limbs or h1n1. every single one of them either screaming or crying, And I Had a headache that was about a 33 out of 10. That was just torture. But then eventually they called me in, And I Went to room six. My Nurse was Chuck, my doctor was Zoe, and they ran a bunch of tests, adn fucking blood work. You See, I Have very, very, very small veins, so they alwas have to take it from the hand. and they took three of those little tube-y things full.
My hand still hurts. Also, I am sooooooo happy they didnt ask me to take off my arm things, or else they would have seen my cut marks, and I Would have been questioned. And that would have been fun.
Also, with Eveything, we were in the hospitals for about 7 hours. It was not fun. and I Had Dinner at One AM. And they Didnt let me eat all night till after the blood work which was at about 11:30, But the Girl was really nice, Allysa I Think her name was. anywho, it took 2 or so hours to get the tests finished, and at about 12:30 they brought in a Girl, Who was a Cutter and A Druggy. I Really hope she came out okay.
Drugs really fuck you up, she couldnt even speak properly.
Anyways, I Got out a 1 and had Fries from Mcdonalds and some chocolate milk, and Came home, and went to bed.
And that was my day.
I Can Only Imagine how scared my mom was, she was in the room, right beside me while everything happened.
And she had no clue what to do.
And, also, No matter what I Say about my mom, I Love her, and For the Most part, she's always there for me.
Miss my head, miss my heart, miss my lungs
Be what you want to be
Watch what you want to see
Killed for fun
Down a hole, up a rope
Down some pills, up some hope
This karma machine only takes quarters
New age soldier, new age soldier
I Think I Might Stop the Youtube thing, Put Pictures Instead.
And Like a
Music:
Mood:
Thing.
and Bits of Lyrics at the top.
Or Bottom
I Dunno.
I think I'll do All three!!!
Yay!!!!
Okay, So Pretend this Post hasnt started yet.
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How do I say I'm sorry 'cause the word is just never gonna come out,
Now,
L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce 3OH!3/::Starstrukk
Whats Up, Homies!!??
How is you?
Me? I'm cold and Pissed at my shirt.
Its a Lime green spaghetti strap and its like... Too big and I Just went grocery shopping and I Swear half the time ma bra was Showin'! It was HORRIBLE!!
Remind me to fix it, k?
Okay, so If you read my poem last night, you'd know I was mad at my mom.
Just to say, yes, I am still a little pissed, but I'm not Full blown mad.
Anywho, Why I was Is Because I Tried again to tell her that I liked girls and she didnt even let me say it. She kept asking me "Whats Wrong" and I Tolde her That she would exactly what She did last time, and Pass it off as a phase, then she freaked out at me, and left.
I Cried for about twenty minutes.
I Know why She doesnt want to hear it, why she doesnt beleive me, Its because of how she was raised.
Appearantly, My grandpa was, In way, Kinda like hitler. He was Racist, Sexist and Homophobic.
I Would have hated him.
The Ironic thing is that he fought against hitler in WWII.
Anyway~ I'm crazy bored right now, And I Should probably write, But I REALLY don't wanna.
Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.
My Wrists are red,
My heart still beating,
My eyes filled with tears,
You’ll never accept me.
You’ll never care.
You Don’t Approve of my Life,
My Choices,
My Loves.
You Think I’m stupid,
Blinded by your So called truths,
Your so called help,
Your so called support,
Sure, you were there for me,
But any time I wanted to tell the truth,
You just brushed me off,
You called it lies.
We’ve been through this before,
But then it was without proof,
To you, Without Truth,
I was already torn,
But you had to come and burn the pieces,
Right?
What kind of Person could stand by,
And watch their child torment themselves,
Destroy their being,
Who could just leave them in the dark,
Forgotten,
Alone.
You’d Call me pathetic in this state,
While My heart bleeds out,
While I Scream your name,
While I Scream “Believe me!”.
You Never will,
We wish you would,
Me, My Soul, My Heart,
All those little things you ignored.
I Know you cared for me,
Raised me,
But when it came to emotional sickness,
All you did was brush me off.
You wonder why I Lie, Why I Hide,
You’re a hypocrite when you say you care,
You only mean it halfway,
You’ll only deal with the problems you can handle,
You may be older,
But your doubtfully wiser,
You Don’t understand,
You never really will,
I know that,
But the Least you can do Is accept who your daughter is,
Grab her hand when she’s reaching out,
After all,
You are
My Mother.
The Beach.::.All Time Low
Thats one of the only... what... 8 songs I Like of theirs? out of the 20-something I have on my MP3 player.
Oh Well!
SCHOOOLS OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FER SURE, BITCHES!!!!
FREEDOM!! BITTERSWEET FREEDOM!!
Yes, I Said bitter sweet.
Imma Miss Rhea and and And Sarah and and and and and Maha and and Imma even miss Janelle.
Actually, when she left I yelled "Bye Bitch!" After her. She said something, I'm sure it was supposed to be insulting, but since I didnt hear it.
oh, and Since we're on the Topic of people I hate, I have to Tell you what Connor M Said one day.
If Ms. S. wasnt there, I Swear that kid would not be alive right now.
I Forget the scenario, but I guess I Insulted him, and He said "At Least I'm Not a Lesbian."
See that?
That'll get you Mentally, Physically, and Emotionally fucked up if you say that near me.
But Since he knows where I live and His parents are kinda friends with mine, I Did'nt kick his ass, or cuss him out.
Plus that was in art class.
Like, two weeks ago.
At least.
ANYWHOOOO! Not Much happened today, but I Think my Grade Five-Now-six Buddy is gonna be in my homeroom!!!!!!!!!1
YAY!
Love 'Livi!
And Maslen, Who is a grade Eight(seven D':) Troublemaker of sorts is a Leadership student!
What Is THAT!?
That, My Friends, Is EFFED!
Anywhooooooooo I saw Ethan on the way home!
He's SO tall!!!!
Like,
VROOM Tall!!
Omg At Lunch, Me, Rhea and Sarah were talking about hoow we were gonna be apart now, and I was Like "Omg, your gonna be like"-I Kinda swung my arms apart-"Vroom! That far away!"
Then Sarah was like "Think about bourkey! She's Gonna be like Whoah"-She Threw her arms as far apart as she could, it was Funneh!!!! then rhea jumped as an extra effect, and she fell-"Vroom away!!" (btw, Bourke is going to euroupe! Lucky!)
Imma Miss them.
But! Its Summer Bitches!
Time For Sunscreen, Bugspray and Bathing suits!
Or
If your in My Family,
Sunburn, Misquito Bites, And Bathing Suits!
Lawl.
I Have a Really, Really, REALLY bad sunburn on my shoulder from the Ex.
Also, Appearantly Marianas Trench was playing the day I was there, and I Saw them, and I didnt even know that was them!
Then again, I was also kinda far, and my brother had mini donuts, so I Was distracted.
ROWDY ROWDY!
No, I Dont know where that came from!!!
Hey There, I Like your Hair, Who Does Your hair? I wanna Go there. Pshyea!
You Know What I Would KILL to See?
Scotty Vanity in Hot Pink Stilettos like he sings about in "Lets Dance"
You Know what Else I Would Kill to see?
Jess or Connor in them.
Well, Connor might actually not look that out of character.
Jess on the other hand... >>
LAWL.
My Kitty is Funny.
He just did something I cannot explain.
I'm reallly, really, really Bored and I really, Really, REALLY have to go to the washroom.
So Imma go and Play with the toilet Paper!!!
'member!
Ummmmm
SHOOT!
oooh!
Remember Children, Making People Go Boom is Rude
Even if the essplosion is Pretty!
Or Even if the Sparkles are Shiny.
<<<<3Your Fave Unicorn! (besides Charlie (STARFISH LOVE ME LOVE ME! XD))
Bexxies!<3</3
