I do want you...

My Name is Becca, I'm Young, I'm Poetic, I'm Eager, And I Don't want to wait until I'm older for everything to happen.

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hellooooo, it's jessica here. XCandyLuverX as my very few subscribers know me as. but obviously i'm not here to talk about me, my amazing-ness, and lack of subscribers. nope. though, i know that you want me to.

i'm here to talk about becca. and personally, the introduction she did was brief. too brief. so i'm here to spice it up, you know, give you a little more info, while throwing in some of my witty humor.

starting now.

fact one;

becca's an amazing person, and you bitches be trippin' if you think otherwise.

fact two;

she has the mind of an eighty-two year old man. you know, the creepy ones that prey on little girls. yeah. s'all good.

fact three;

she is such an indie-whore, it's overwhelming. but she's a great person. but so is drake, and he has a sexy bod. deny all you want, it is sooo true.

fact four;

she enjoys bands like tegan&sara, lady something or another (because i can't remember her name), the medic droid, etc.

fact five;

she can't handle the heat, which is why she's staying out of the kitchen. that was incredibly irrelevant, which is why i'm leaving it as number five.

fact six;

she has a tumblr. and is completely obsessed.

fact seven;

she uses the word 'obsessed' too much.

fact eight;

she's queer-tastic. yayyy :]

fact nine;

she's not single, so you bitches better step off of ruki's woman. [angry face goes here]

fact ten;

she's my beeeeest frieeeend.

fact eleven;

she's so fly, she's sky high. yeaaaah boii.

P.S. Fact eleven is only there because I wasted fact five on irrelevance.
P.P.S. I forgot to mention she's superrr funny.
P.P.P.S. I'm an amazing person. bitch, what?

OhEmJayyyyyy~!! Its Momma Connor!!

Yo. Rawer.(he spells it funny, btw this is him talking, Creepy Stalker in the House!)
OMFJ DINOSAURS GO RAWR!!! OH NOES!! ONES BITING ME!!!
Becca: RAWR DINO!!! NO BITING CONNOR!!!! JUST BECAUSE HE'S SHORTER THAN YOU!!!
(Yes, I Must Make fun of his height)
LAWL he almost fell off the chair. LAWL Back to him noooow~
ok typewriter! *burp* Um....
I Feel Like Tacos....
Hot && Spicy Tacos!
U-N-I-C-O-R-N!!!!!!!

AWWE CONNOR IS LEAVING ON THE 22nd!!!
Imma Miss him.
Rawr, and He's leaving soon for hommmmmme!!!!!!

UNCIORN! (Thats how He spells it)

We Love this soooooong!
Cuz we're both unicorns
But Becca's the Electric Blue Unicorn Ninja, and Connors teh Pink Unicorn Short Ninja!!!!
Your not a Ninja, Keep dreaming, Holmes.
Oh Wellers!
We're Off!!
LATERS!!!

Cross me once and you'll see its like a Match in Gasoline


Porcelain and the Tramps.::.Gasoline
Super~

How are you guys? Me? I'm Still super Shitty.
And, To pretty much everyone's dismay, I Cut last night.
I'm sorry, Everything just got to be to much. My dad Freaked out on me because I Took five minutes to finish, and I Was on the phone. He Turned off the computer, Grabbed the phone from my hand, hung up on jess, threw the phone at me, Told me all this was Bullshit, Called me a jerk and a bitch...
Then my mom came up to my room after I Ran away to cry my eyes out and she blamed it on me.

I really am sorry. I didnt cut deep, just deep enough to take my mind off things. It doesnt work for long, but it helps.

I Was crying till one AM, keep in mind I went upstairs it was 11. For the first time in years I Cried myself to sleep.

Screemo music also helps alot. So, thank you Alesana.

I Haven't seen my dad since last night, and we're going out for dinner, so I'm gonna have to desperately try to do three things;
Not Cry
Hide my possible scars
and not bring up last night.

Wonder if its possible...

Anyways, on a happier note,
I MADE ICE CRWEAM!!
It was DELISH! mine had Coconut in iiit...
Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn.....

Oh, and at lunch I made possibly the best dirty joke I could. Connor was listing things that would be crazy if they were 12 feet long, and he said a dick and I Said "Well, That gives a whole new meaning to "Touch and Go"
Lawl.

And a bunch of guys were making fun/harassing/being dickheads about/of me and connor because we're openly Bi.
I Was Ready to Slap Connor H in the face. And Connor M, He's an all around jack ass.
Well, I Dont have much else to say, so... Yeah.
Remember, I Love you guys, and your the bestest.
Thanks for the support yesterday, too.
<3<3<3A Caged up animal,
Bexxies</3<3

Oh You wrote down every lie Oh There's nothing left to hide.

Its Official; I've Reverted.
PATT(Porcelain and The Tramps) Is My Fave band,
I'm completely broken,
I have to fake happiness,
I Feel like the only person I can trust is jess,
And I'm ready to cut.

The Girl I'm madly In love with is acting like she wants me too be miserable for the rest of my life; I think she hates me, I think she wants me to stop loving her.
I Really love her, but she left me, and replaced me within a few days.
She sure knows how to break hearts. And because of her, around everyone I Have to put on a smile, a laugh.
Its. Living. Hell.
To loose love is much harder than to not love at at all. I Wish I hadn't, Save myself this regret.
No, There isnt regret.
Just pain.

Isn't heart break fun?

I cant beleive it. I wonder how long she was with him, I wonder how long she was laughing at my I love you's...
I wonder how long it took her to decide to tear out thte stitches in my broken heart.

"Over my dead body, maybe yours too."
</3Bexxies

P.S. This happened a While ago, but I haven't been Able to post anything, I've been too broken.

I Wonder What its like to be in a Straight Jacket...

Sup!
How Is you Guys!???????
Thats A lot of question marks...
Oh Wellers!
Im Kinda hyper, Can you tell?????????????????????
I've Been Listening to Pretty Rave Girl, This song Is teh shizz!
BOOYAAHKISHAAAAA
Whoa.
KEYBOARD SPAAAAZZ!!!!!!!!!!!
HANLgnligdksbkgd.and;lkurgb.,dzmbgfliudH/lnpHA'KNa]oWGF
lsndgo]D;VKbwi;ug
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!
WHOA!
I'M ON CAPS!
WHOOPERDOODLE DOOO!
...
...
...
There we gooooooo~
Yeah, This seems kinda random, dont it?
Well, Hold on to your hats people, because for once its...
NOT!!

Me and My Couuuuuusin Went shopping yesterday!
I Bought Its Blits By the Yeah Yeah Yeahs But I Meant to Buy a Hat...
Thats why you dont leave me alone in HMV
AAAAAAAAAND they Had Tim Burton's Tragic Toys at Pylon!
Do You Know what I Would GIVE for those?
I Would Give my.....
Um....
You Know, maybe its better that you dont know.

Live.
Love.
LAWL.

Thats my version of Live Love Laugh, Because it fits on my knuckles.
LAWL is an Awesome word
My Cousin Bought Me A Smoothie!! And A Ball!!
And She bought a Bear, And Named it Shane!
He's Sooooooo cute!<33333
I<3Build-a-bear Just Cause a' him!
Well, Ma Homie 'Livia Is over, So Imma Bid you That fancy French word.
LATERS!
<333 Your Favorite Unicorn Ninja Monkey,
<3Bexxies<<33

Try not to cry<333

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass

Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest

When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could

please listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo

I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late, Mommy,

tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date.

I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true

And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech
Students Who Were Lost

Please if you would,
Don't smash this on the ground.

If you pass this on,

Maybe people will cry,

Just keep this in your heart,

For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".

Now you have 2 choices,

1) Pass this on, and show people you care, re-post as
"Try Not To Cry"
2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how
cold-hearted you really are...