I do want you...

My Name is Becca, I'm Young, I'm Poetic, I'm Eager, And I Don't want to wait until I'm older for everything to happen.

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hellooooo, it's jessica here. XCandyLuverX as my very few subscribers know me as. but obviously i'm not here to talk about me, my amazing-ness, and lack of subscribers. nope. though, i know that you want me to.

i'm here to talk about becca. and personally, the introduction she did was brief. too brief. so i'm here to spice it up, you know, give you a little more info, while throwing in some of my witty humor.

starting now.

fact one;

becca's an amazing person, and you bitches be trippin' if you think otherwise.

fact two;

she has the mind of an eighty-two year old man. you know, the creepy ones that prey on little girls. yeah. s'all good.

fact three;

she is such an indie-whore, it's overwhelming. but she's a great person. but so is drake, and he has a sexy bod. deny all you want, it is sooo true.

fact four;

she enjoys bands like tegan&sara, lady something or another (because i can't remember her name), the medic droid, etc.

fact five;

she can't handle the heat, which is why she's staying out of the kitchen. that was incredibly irrelevant, which is why i'm leaving it as number five.

fact six;

she has a tumblr. and is completely obsessed.

fact seven;

she uses the word 'obsessed' too much.

fact eight;

she's queer-tastic. yayyy :]

fact nine;

she's not single, so you bitches better step off of ruki's woman. [angry face goes here]

fact ten;

she's my beeeeest frieeeend.

fact eleven;

she's so fly, she's sky high. yeaaaah boii.

P.S. Fact eleven is only there because I wasted fact five on irrelevance.
P.P.S. I forgot to mention she's superrr funny.
P.P.P.S. I'm an amazing person. bitch, what?

The Quotes I Need

"Never say I love you

If you really don't care

Never talk about feelings

If they aren't really there

Never hold my hand

If you're only going to break my heart

Never say you're going to

If you don't even plan to start

Never look into my eyes

If all you do is lie

Never say hello

If you really mean goodbye

If you really mean forever

Then say you will try

Never say forever

'Cause forever makes me cry"

"Don't make someone a priority, when to them, you're an only option."

"It breaks your heart when people you know become people you knew, when you can walk right past someone as if they were never a huge part of your life. You used to talk for house on the phone and now you can't even look eachother in the eye. &&it completely breaks your heart to know good things change, and there's nothing that you can do."

Having the love of your life break up with you and say We Can Still Be Friends is like your dog dying and your mom saying you can still keep it."

"A broken heart is like reading a book outside on a windy day. Every time you try to turn the page and move on, the wind blows and you end up right back where you started."

"Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. I've learned that life is like an hourglass. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom. All you have to do is be patient and wait for someone to turn everything back around. And when no one does, be strong and do it yourself."

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with you best friend and maybe even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things and old one did. You'll cry because time is passing by too fast and you'll eventually loose someone close to you. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."

"One day, you're gonna want that girl. The girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and loved you the only way she knew only she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can't being herself to hate you, even though sometimes, you know you deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one else had ever appreciated. That girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. That's the girl who sees this&& still loves you. And on that day, she'll open her eyes, get up, and move.on."

Special Thanks to Jess, Your The Hourglass turner!!!

To Amber; right back at you

Look, You Can Say Sorry all you want, but you toatally obliterated my heart. Whats worse is that you didnt have the decency to tell it to me, You had to tell every one. I know its impossible for me to hate you, because of how much I Really love you, but I Cannot believe you did that to me. I mean, Really? I Mean, You were always my friend before you were my girlfriend, so you really should have considered me Just a little more. Im even more pissed because of how many times I've said "I Don't think I'll be Okay without you." You went off and did the worst possible thing you could to me, so here's to you.
I'm Pretty Fucking Pissed right now, and Heartbroken. I'm don't even know how I Feel right now. I'm pretty Devastated, Didn't I Tell you I Loved you? You know what? I Blame the Jon/Jhons. They're the reason, aren't they? I Know at least one is, even though I Dont know wich one is wich. Its the younger one, right? The one that everyone says.... I'm not even gonna say it, It hurts waaaaaay to much to even think, plus its a little cruel. But Amber? I Think its the only reason he likes you, I Mean, I Can almost tell from what you said. Oh, And Jess is just as Pissed and devastated as I am, But She'll talk to you on her own.
I Guess this is whatever, then, right?

I’m I’m losing my world
Cause you're leaving and I’m dying without you
So now I am nothing to you
So fuck you too

Now that you tell me that you’d rather be with him
But you promised yeah you promised you’d be mine
I, no I, won’t cry
No I, no I won’t cry
Tear me apart but you won’t break my heart
Cause you took it yeah you took it with my soul
So now I am nothing to you
So fuck you too

I’m I’m out of my mind
Cause you use me and abuse me all the time
I know I am nothing to you
So fuck you too

Will he hold you like I hold you in the night
Can he tell you that he loves you when you're mine
I, no I, won’t cry
No I, no I won’t cry
You tear me apart but you wont break my heart
Cause you took it, yeah you took it with my soul
So now I am nothing to you
So fuck you too

I’m I’m losing my world
Cause you're leaving and I’m dying without you
So now I am nothing to you
~Fuck You 2 (I Wont Cry) By Bif naked.

Maaan I Love youtube Comments

"you say jonas bros - i say Alesana
you say 50 cent - i say Rise Against
you say soulja boy - i say Switchfoot
you say snoop dog - i say Three Days Grace
you say Chris Brown - Saosin
You say justin timberlake - I say Breaking Benjamin
You say high school musical - I say Stone Temple Pilots
You say miley cyrus - I say Go Screw yourself"

"There are about 95% of people that would cry if the jonas brothers were about to jump off a bridge. Copy and paste if your one of the 5% that would push them
:D"

"Theres nothing like finding that the girl you had a crush on is a raging pedofile!"

"95% of all teens would cry if the Jonas brothers were on a 20 story building about to jump.The other 5% would bring a chair and popcorn.Copy and Paste if your one of the 5% who would shout JUMP ! JUMP! JUMP"

"It's the sexual assault bus!!"

"lol "you know you're never going to win the giant spongebob! never! no of you!"....well there goes my hopes and dreams XD "

Dont you just LOVE youtube???

6years

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 6 YEARS?

-------------6 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?: 5
2.) Where did you go to school? Preschool
3.) Where did you work? No where
4.) Where did you live? At Home
5.) Where did you hang out? in my yard.
6.) Did you wear glasses? No
7.) Who was your best friend(s): Jhonny, Leah, India, Lindsey and Eric
8.) How many tattoos did you have? Notaone
9.) How many piercings did you have? Maybe juist my Ears. Maybe.
10.) What car did you drive? Ooh! I Drove that Little Orange and Yellow car on the sidewalk. I Was the Fastest thing on the road!
11.) Had you been to a real party? no
12.) Had You had your heart broken? Yeah, when Eric moved away
13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? Single

-------------3 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?: 8
2.) Where did you go to school? Elementary
3.) Where did you work? No where
4.) Where did you live? At home
5.) Where did you hang out? at home, at school or at the park
6.) Did you wear glasses? Noooo
7.) Who were your best friend? Taylor, Jessica, Emily, Tannelle, Janelle, Caitlyn, And Sam.
8.) How many tattoos did you have?
9.) How many piercings did you have? My Ears
10.) What car did you drive? none
11.) Had you been to a real party? Emmy's Halloween Party.
12.) Had your heart broken? Yuuup!
13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? Single/taken, It was an odd year.

--------------------Today--------------------

1.) How old are you?: Almost 12
2.) Where do you go to school? Middle school/Jr.High
3.) Where do you work? No where
4.) Where do you live? Home
5.) Where do you hang out? Usually at School, Linwood, The Park, Uhh The mall sometimes... Other Various places.
7.) Who are your best friend(s)? Amber, Jess, Connor, And A bunch of others.
8.) How many tattoos do you have? None
9.) How many piercings do you have? 1
10.) What car do you drive? None
11.) Have you been to a real party? Yeaha
12.) Had your heart broken? Yup
13.)Single/Taken/Divorced? Taken

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
1 MINUTE AGO: Typing
1 HOUR AGO: In the car with my mommy!!
1 DAY AGO: At School
1 YEAR AGO: Playing Games, And drawing alot
I LOVE: Hearts, Snakes, dark stuff, Music, Certain Girls, Amber
I HATE: My Math Teacher, When People Lie to me, When People yell at Me for something I Didnt do, Pressure.
I FEAR: Loss.
I FEEL: Off
I HIDE: Tears, Feelings, My heart
I MISS: My Friends, and My Girl (LOL)
I NEED: Help
I KNOW: That I have Issues, and Need someone there to keep me breathing
I THINK: I Want Nachos

First piercing: Ears
First credit card: Uhhh Never had one
Last big car ride: Umm Today when we went to my cousins wedding
Last movie seen in theaters: I Do Not Remember
Last food consumed: Ice Cream
Last person you texted/called: Jess, Actually Im talking to her right now.
Last CD played: The Ting Tings' We Started nothing
Last drink drank: Coke

SHORT ANSWER

I AM: Typing, Whistling, And Listening to Girlfriend By Pheonix
I HAVE: Great Friends
I LIKE: Alot of stuff
I WISH: Life Didnt suck

FAVORITES

NUMBER: 13
COLOR: Neon Green, Black, Crimson, Aqua, BLue, Ice Blue
DAY(S): Friday, Saturday
MONTH(S): August and May
SEASON: Spring
DRINK: Beaver Buzz

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU..
CRIED?: yes
HELPED SOMEONE?: Yeah
GOTTEN SICK?: No
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: No
SAID 'I love you'?: Yeah
TALKED TO AN EX?: no
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: Yeah
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: Yeah

_______ Best ________
1. Male Friend: Connor
3. Best Age: Right now.
4. Best Memory: Hmmm, Probably When I Was Little and Being with Eric, He was pretty cool.

_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: Morning
2. Day Of The Week: Monday
3. Food: Hmmmm, Mushrooms
4. Memory: Last three years of Linwood

_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: My Daddy
2. Talk on the phone: Jess
3. Person you kissed: Susan (She Did it suddenly, I had no choice.)
5: Instant Msg: Amby!

_______ First ________
1. Job: Hmm, Dont Think I've had one
2. best friend: Johnny
3. roommate: Hmm NO ONE!

_______ Today ________
1. What are you doing now: Talking to amby, Listening to I Will Follow you into the Dark
2. Tonight: Later I'll Probably Be Watching The Kite Runner
3. Wearing: jeans, Headphones and a Sweater thats waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to big for me
4. What did you eat for lunch: Fries

_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: Sunday
2. Got any plans: Prolly Call Connor and go over to his place
3. Goal: To Keep Breathing
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Its sunday
5. Likes about tomorrow: Prolly hang out with My BESTEST ITTY BITTY BUDDIE!! (yes, he's short)

Omg WTF?

Appearently, if you add two things that are completley horribel, you can get something suprisingly amazing.