::I've got the;;world outside::

When dawn breaks, see it in your eyes
This seems fake, superheroes disguised

Hey guys, How the fuck you been? Me? Well, Don't you worry your pretty little face, Imma tell you.
I've been lonely, Lonely, lonely.

Which, actually, is hilarious considering at the same time, I've never been happier. My whole life feels like contradiction after contradiction. example:

I'm in love;;So I'm loosing my bestfriend
I'm going to therapy;;So what I'm going to therapy hasn't happened since my first session
I'm doing all the homework I can;;My marks are going down

I Don't fucking get it. Its like, as soon as something amazing happens, something has to bring it down. It sucks, and Its not fair.
At least some good things have happened since the last time I actually updated.
The bad thing is I dont even remember when that was.

So Im gonna start from the last good thing I Can remember.
I went to the buffalo Barbeque with My sister, and then the day after with Jess, Drew and Nevada.
I'm still upset about not going on the zipper. Kinda sucks.

Then I Think I got back together with Ruki(or it happened before that) and it felt like my crying fits completely disappeared. I Love her, she's so easy to talk to, and really, really, really cute.
I'm lucky:]

Last week I Went to a pride Roll out at Wheelies with my sister:) It was super fun, But I broke a growth plate in my wrist.
Now I have a cast D: Oh well.

You know what I think? I think we should recconect, my old TheO Friends. Yes, SojiRem, Zero Gaurdian, I'm Looking at you.
Thats It fer me tonight, all.
Love you!

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