Hi so im jane and i do drawing stuff but i havent in a while because im a highschooler and its fuckin dificult to do things and also the website is not cooperating with me so thats a thing.
any way this mah personal blog n stuff that i use for things and if you want to see more things may i suggest to you my tumblr? its not hipster i swear its toast worth it
any way i dunno u dont have to stay if u dont want to i mean i would like u 2 but hey its ur life bro
These are the rules:
◦* Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.
◦* Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
◦* Rule #3:
Tag 10 people;Answer Yes or No.
*sighs* dammit, i was hoping to avoid this kind of thing... tagging is to much effort. so if you read this, you're screwed. that's my simple way of tagging you.
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list in Facebook ?
nope.
Q: Been arrested?
I wish.
Q: Do you like someone?
a little
Q: Held a snake?
hell yush!
Q: Been suspended from school?
nope. Imma good girl!
Q: Sang karaoke?
nope
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
who hasen't?
Q: Laughed until you started crying?
again, who hasen't? besides sasuke uchiha. unless he's crying blood. and then cryed so much blood he's laughing.
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
yup!
Q: Kissed in the rain?
no. but i want to.
Q: Sang in the shower?
nope.
Q: Sat on a roof top?
I wish...
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
nope
Q: Broken a bone?
yup
Q: Shaved your head?
hell no!
Q: Played a prank on someone?
... keh keh keh...
Q: Shot a gun?
Yes.
Q: Donated Blood?
yes. kind of.
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LAST PERSON THAT...
1. You hung out with?
my little nubsii!!!
2. You texted?
my friend whose name is really unique, so i don't want to give it away.
3. You were in a car with?
dad, mom, brother
4. Went to the movies with?
my friends britany and jazmin
5. Person(s) you went to shop with?
my mommy!
6. You talked on the phone?
some sales person...
7. Made you laugh?
my brother
8. You hugged?
jazmin
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?
Moon
2. Winter or Fall?
tie
3. Left or Right?
Right.
4. Sunny or rainy?
a full blown thunderstorm.
5. Where do you live?
some where near detroit. that's one gansta place!
6. Club or pub?
that depends. Irish pub? or club full of hot guys?
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
I have no idea.
8. Do you want to get married?
yess!! really bad!!
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it ?
Twirl.
10. What time is it?
11:12 pm
11. Are you afraid of commitment?
what kind of commitment are we talking?
12. What is your greatest hope/wish?
become the best anime directer ever, get a huge mansion, rescue people off the streets, get married, have four kids (a boy, twins, and then a girl), chose a succsesor, retire, and own a sweets shop while being a famous photographer and artist, and after i die i want to become a saint. for reals.
13. Do you cook?
all the time!
14. Current mood?
i have to pee... (lol totaly random....)
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IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
nope.
2. Sang?
yup
3. Listened to music?
yup!
4. Danced?
I wish..
5. Cried?
yes T.T
6. Liked someone you can't have?
*sighs* 24/7
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16 FIRSTS:
1. Who was your first prom date ?
my friends!
2. Who was your first roommate?
my cat.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time ?
I'm a good girl... I don't get drunk
4. What was your first car?
I'm hoping for a feista
5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?
age three
6. Who was your first grade teacher?
mrs. wlash... bitch.
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
yellow stone. nice place. very clean.
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time?
I'm a good girl, dammit!
9. Who was your first Best Friend?
sarah. how many years has it been...?
10. Who is your best friend ?
sarah. still.
11. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
no one. I just sit in my room in this blank state.
12. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid?
never. I told sarah that i WILL be her maid of honor, though.
13. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
slept.
14. First tattoo or piercing?
good girl
15. First celebrity crush?
JUSTIN BEIBER!! jk... justin timberlake. in kindergarten.
16. First crush?
this guy named alic.
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful.
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours
just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared
through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy
even if you are not with her.
...This one bulletin is for you...
Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore... And because of this, there are not many left out there...
i guarantee 90 of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image
If you are a nice guy repost this with "We're a Dying Breed "
If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way repost this with: "To Every Guy..."
http://www.theotaku.com/worlds/moderation/view/196590/staying_safe_on_the_internet/3
I demand that all of you read this. all of it. even if it kills you.
I had no idea this was going on here. and nothing pisses me off more than perverts. you can imagine my extreem amounts of anger due to this person. the creepy thing is, I came in contact with them. so, we should all do our best to stop it. we're all in serious danger here. even the guys. he could be bi. or it's a lesbian female. we can only really, truely stop this person with a full on web rebelion. I think you catch my drift. if any of you come into contact with this discusting creeper, I will hunt them down and ban them if you're to scared. also, if mr./mrs. creepy-ass perv is reading this, you are so dead. I will literaly make sure that this person is gone from this website. I'm not about to let theO become the next chat roulette. this is not that kind of place, and this descusting, perverted, failure of the human race needs to get a job, boyfriend/girlfriend, and quit being such a lonely bastard.
you know, this is the first shojo i've seen where the main character get married. and pregnate. torradora, you where so close...
at any rate, i definatly reccomend. it's soooo unique.
this is gonna sound emo...
sometimes i wonder if i ever got to be a child. there isn't much time i was ever really happy, and i don't remember a time where i liked my parents. one of my earliest memories is me trying to write a letter to god to fix my parents and how i hated my life. this was before i could write, though, so it was all scribly lines. I hung it on my nightstand with tape, and didn't take it down until we sold it and re-did my room.
not even my friends feel close. I used to try and be like other girls, and i tried to crush on one guy every year. but i've never been in love. it was always one sided. I don't even really want a boyfriend. I might just have one to entertain me, but otherwise, i've never really felt for anyone, besides my littler brother. I love him more than I love anyone. sure, we fight, and we hate eachother sometimes, but he's one of the only people i'd die for. sometimes i wonder if i commited suicide that it might open my parents eyes, and treat him like a normal kid so he could have the resturant of his dreams.
my friends... i've only had one best friend, unless you count my cats. maybe it's because i'm a social reject and don't like wearing makeup. the only person that i would even consider my best friends is my childhood friend who lives down my street. in a way, she's really the only person who's been my real friend.
my parrents can't even comprehend my way of thinking. even if i say it again, and again, and again. i could yell till my voice hurts and crying so hard i'm puking, and it wouldn't even leave a scratch on their dense heads.
I hate my mom more than anything. the way she walks, what she wears, the way she speaks, that pathetic fake sympathy, the way she talks about me behind my back, the way she takes my stuff, the way she abandond me in department stores when i told her to wait for me, the way she makes it seem like she's the one who deserves everything, her greed... everything about her sickens me. I don't know how to explain it. just when i see her, it's like my entire being gets a blow to the gut a thousand times over. that's when she's not bitching at me.
I sometimes wish i could make the abercrombies at my school read minds. than maybe they could see what was happening to me. my they would wonder how i even walk around without crying constantly, and wonder how a family couldn't be perfect and happy. if they could see everything they add to the pile just drives the knife deeper.
I sometimes wonder if i'm crazy. i catch myself doing odd things sometimes. like ripping paper into tiny peices, cracking my fingers, staring in a mirror and trying get my pupils to dialate on command, being fasinated by a hole in a wall, or an abnormally long peice of grass. maybe it's just the child i never really was.
I sometimes wonder why i haven't commited suicide yet. I don't think i will. i sometimes wonder why i don't dress in black like all the other depressed kids in my school. I probably like colors to much. I sometimes wonder why i want friends, but want to be alone all in the same moment. probably because they both feel good. I sometimes wonder why i sleep when i want to stay up for hours, thinking about what i'm going to be, what the universe is, if edgar cacye could really predict the futer, if jesus was the son of god or just a super geneous,if the supernatural really exists. sometimes if life is just one big joke, and nothing is really happening. I even figured out what language we speak in. (our own)
but i suppose life goes on... this will all be over someday. I'll have a happy family, live in a big house, sponser and found all kinds of charity funds. and make anime. did i tell you guys about that?
anime saved my life. gave me something to live for.
so, if you just feel horrible, and want this to end, just think about it. someday, it will all be over. you'll live in a big house, with lots of friends, and you'll never have to come back to this hell hole. there is a small light at the end of every tunnel. that's probably how i managed so long. and if the thing you live for dumps you on the curb, keep in mind, just like a manga, until there's a happy ending, there will be a new chapter. that's my way of looking at it. and if you don't live, your manga will never finish. you'll be stuck in the same spot, for ever and ever. nothing will get better. just live and live and live... someday, your happy ending will come. i'm still waiting for mine.
