I was watching television last night when it talked of a ball that was held by the kuran heir and heiress. How I ached to see my children and not being able to to hold them as I once had. I remembered being told that my brother Rido had targeted my yuuki a year ago. Oh how I wished that I could run and save her, but I was forbidden by haruka. "My children are not aware that I exsist still" I had to tell myself to try to ease the pain and ache of not helping her. I was so proud when I learned that she was victorious.
I met her not that long ago. I was out walking as was she. I was not aware that she was close. She knew who I was the moment she saw my face. We sat down and talked. I learned so much about her life. When we seperated, Haruka would have been looking for me and it would not have done to have him find her, I made her promise not to tell Kaname...I want to tell him on my own. I wonder if I did the right thing.
I met a vampire today, whom I knew all those years ago. He asked why I am still alive, how I survived. I could not tell him, for I do not know as well...