The Awakening

I woke up in a room, it has everything in pink. Starts from the window’s frame at the left of the bed; the study table bellow the window which actually has more white than pink; a plastic chair; even the wardrobe that was across both of it and placed right at the edge of this room. Next to the wardrobe was a door with the same color...

Then... a little light comes near to my ear and explain the situation in the language that I usually speak....

it looks like my mission starts....

So, I start my mission by cleaning my bed. After get everything cleaned, I get down... my stomach is terribly ill... I don't know whether I was right or not, but I think this is what humans called hungry...

Sa, chotto asa gohan wo tabetai... naniga aru desuka...?
(Okay, I guess I wanted to eat breakfast.... what is the menu?)

I ask to myself while trying to get to the first floor ... but Freiya, the real one, who heard my thought answer...

"Mom and dad wasn't here for one week... we will have to cook." she say...

"*gasp*.... So, you are here..." I say startled that I almost fell from the stairs, "You mean, we will made food by ourselves?" I say while get to the first floor.

"Actually, I could only help by telling you what to do ... more than that, you are on your own." I only nod as an answer to Freiya's thought ...

Well, since we are in a same body, we could always share thoughts. So, we begin by preparing stuffs...

egg; onion; salt; soy sauce; some chicken meats; oil; tomatoes; blender; frying pan; and a knife.

"first of all... try to cut these onions, tomatoes, and meats to small pieces..." Freiya told me...

So, I use the knife... it is quite easy until the time I have to cut the meats. Even though Freiya said it is the softest meat, it is still not really easy to be cut. even I mostly ended up on cutting my own finger.

When my fingers starts to bleed, I can feel something wrong. It is hard to be describe in the language I used to have, but it could be "hurt" in humans language... this hurt is so.... stressful. I hope I could use my feather on it, but I realize that I would just waste it if I used it here ...

"..."

"What? This is the first time I cooked..." I say while blushing...

"Okay, let's just continue. Next, try to open the eggs by smashing it carefully with a spoon..."

I tried to crack the egg, but always ended up on destroying it... even I have the shell within the egg dough. But I finally make it.

"Then, stir it all up with the blender..."

When the first time I used it, I forgot to close the lid. luckily not all of the ingredients was wasted. the next one is just going smoothly...

"Then, boil an oil at the frying... after the oil was boiling, put the dough on it. But be careful."

well, she didn't tell me why should I be careful so I ended up having some boiling oil on my hands... and it is hurt.

After a while... we finally make it...

"Somehow... I understand how hard it is to be a human..." I give a conclusion to myself ...

"Actually... that is easy..." Freiya could only giggles a bit after hearing my silly conclusion...

Ne, kono ittai wa... kirai desu. Demo, ningen wa... itsumo kono kimochi wo Kanjitte, desune? Ningen wa chotto kakkoi desu.

(hey, this hurt feeling... I hate it. But, human... they always feels this feeling, right? Human is a bit cool.)

"Well... we don't always suffer that feeling. But once we feel that, we could hold it. especially, if it was for someone's sake... Like you doing all of it for me."

"Yeah... you know... it wasn't that hurt anymore... but my stomach is getting hurt and more hurt everytime..."

"Whoa... you uh.. I well... Let's eat! And fast... I don't want to die of starved..."

End